Killer7 SINdicate

[cj_iwakura]

Lynch's death affected me deeply, and nearly every creative I admire was in turn inspired by him in subtle if not blatant ways(namely Suda and Swery, classic SMT, etc), but I'm glad we got 18 hours of his unfiltered madness via The Return. Creativity won't be the same without his skewed perspective on it.

[Jack]

In my heart I know you're right but find it difficult to remember that sometimes. I know better than to think money makes happy. I've met rich people. They are many things but they aren't happy. But I still can't help but feel that a lack of money makes unhappy.

Which, I suppose, I exactly what they want me to think. You know, one of the few pieces of good advice I ever got on 4chan was to study Diogenes. That guy had the right idea.

Of course life could be better with more money, to an extent. I'm just saying that the lust or the chase for money does nothing but cause unneeded stress. A lot of these occult riddles about obtaining richness is actually referring to rich spirituality of the mind, not of material need. Especially since once you get rich enough to a certain point (I'm talking about billionaire class, although some millionaires north of 600 million networth may also apply.)
you do eventually get visited by those who have created our monetary system who force you to play ball with their game (through blackmail), otherwise they'll find a way to steal your assets through either lies or implications of illegal degeneracies that these people already partake in. (It's part of their religion.)

The Epstein island was one such operation, but honestly I think shit like that is mostly situated in Antarctica which has manmade islands funded by billionaires.

Money is nothing without charisma, because once you part with that money, those people will only be loyal to your money but not to you. It's better to be a poor man or someone with not much money but is rich in charisma & spirit, because the high charisma man can easily convince the rich man to part with scraps of his money.
(scraps according to Scrooge Mcduck, so his scraps would make the common man rich.)
A fool and his money are easily parted.

I think Lynch equates ether with electricity. He treats it as a medium for immaterial forces. It's in Twin Peaks, it's in Eraserhead... the villain of Ronnie Rocket, his unfilmed script, is a man who corrupts a city and its people with inverted electrical currents.

There is that one clip of a guy asking Lynch why electricity fascinates him so much. And he replied "because it controls us." He views it as this pure, primal force. Maybe the next thing to pure consciousness or at least a vessel for it. Our thoughts and impulses, it's all a form of electricity. Maybe god really is in the cables.

Yeah pretty much. Ether is Radiant energy. Tesla is the scientist who came the closest to controlling these currents. Well not exactly control, the correct word would be adapt. One of the key lessons in life is to learn how to adapt or co-inhabit and use your body as a vessel of sorts. This is why our shitty world often revolves around conflict of "US vs Them" because it further separates us from who we are, and forces us into this materialist conflict of the Apes where we kill each other over monetary gain. The acquisition of land leads to higher tribute.

Infra's one of the few games that came out since the early 00's that seriously engage with these topics. Not sure what kind of people the writers are. Whether they seriously think about these things or are just taking inspiration from stuff made by people who did but it ultimately doesn't matter much. In the end all you manage to accomplish is shed light on a corruption scandal that seems minor compared to what you've learned if you actually paid attention.

It's jarring to think back how much more aware popular media used to be. In the 90's and early 00's you had stuff like Twin Peaks, Wild Palms, Deus Ex, Serial Experiments Lane, Metal Gear Solid 2... The Silver Case games and Killer 7 came from a similar place too. People complain about modern media being too political and I call bullshit. It got too apolitical. It has morals, usually very simple ones and sometimes pretends they are insightful political commentary but it never talks about actual history. And how it resulted in where we are now.

I feel one of the last truly great American movies was Southland Tales. It wasn't perfect but it was one of the last major pieces of paranoid media.

I never heard of Southland but Buffy is in it, so if anything at least you get eye candy. I'm interested just because she's in it. Too bad The Rock is in it, that fucker sucks.
Politics used to come from many different perspectives too. Ghost in the Shell is basically the same dilemma but told from the perspective of Ultra Nationalistic Imperialist Authoritarians who are desperately trying to fight off the influence of Corpo-states which basically are entire countries at this point. Ghost in the Shell tells it to you straight up that the only way to level the playing field between the Nation vs The Corpo is World War (Gits has had 4 world wars and their world war 4 started in 2025 lol!), because World wars are just economic resets or rather they conceal the reset through a probable story of war.

Xenogears is this same reality, the reality that's hidden from modern popular culture, but Xenogears does so by trying to detail the entire history of it from our origins as a cargo-cult society who misinterpreted high tech as God & built our whole society around something that's basically a nuclear weapon. In Xenogears itself, cargo cult god is a giant sentient spaceship. (I believe that Takashi of the Xeno games, is one of the few Japs who isn't an Atheist merely imitating occult symbology. I think he truly does understand it because xenosaga 1 - 3, Xenoblade 1 - 3, Xenogears & Xenoblade X have shown a clear pattern that not only does this slanteye understand what he's talking about, he comprehends the truth from multiple vantage points because truth can & will always lead to the same end destinations through multiple different systems of logic. So long as that system corresponds with reality.

Generally when they say "Too political", they're referring to that mind numbing American style 'woke' (I don't like using this term, because it's completely divorced from the original meaning of woke.) identity politics where dumbass Americans act as if they're from a completely different country from each other simply for being born of a different skin color or possessing a different sexual orientation. Most of these types don't seem to understand or even care that the true divide is between those in power and those who have not.
I agree with the "too political" crowd in the sense that they're referring to the politics of Open Society mindrot, which is basically just diversionary identity politics that pits the people against each other, rather than against the establishment.

Political games of the past were always against the establishment and even in tales where it's told from the perspective of a Fed like in Ghost in the Shell, it depicts the lives of establishment lackeys as also being a hell that even the establishment drones try maneuver away from with the end result for Motoko is her merger with the Puppet Master Ai.
JC Denton from Deus Invisible War is a reference to Motoko, except he went full blown Communist in that game. Motoko in the Manga at least (because the Anime never seems to evolve past the original Manga & first film.)
is depicted as a God who engages in corporate warfare. The corpo that Motoko leads eventually became a prominent player within Appleseed and Motoko Kusanagi herself actually started a war between Ai vs Humans which lead to the shithole wasteland of Appleseed.
Appleseed itself is a gnostic allegory for the search for Pleroma, or as it's materially depicted within Appleseed, the island nation of Olympus.

We don't see games, books, or movies like that anymore because they don't want us to disengage from the system, such properties implicated the need for us to seperate from mainstream society whereas modern culture depicts mainstream society as the only valid choice, while depicting the outsiders as either degenerates, reprobates or virgins, lol.
Modern society makes no sense so they can't make up their mind on whether outsiders are reprobate or virginal. They're just classified as anything that's considered shameful to a Western man.

I was one of those obnoxious kids who really got into classic rock when they were teens, you know. The Beatles and the Stones and Pink Floyd and whatnot. And that got me interested in the culture behind it and I started reading Robert Anton Wilson and William S. Burroughs and Hunter S. Thompson. I read Naked Lunch when I was 14. And I barely understood any of it but I did understand that once you start reading between the lines when it comes to history and popular culture, there's this other layer that is impossible to unser once you know it's there.

I read a lot of Michael Ende as a kid. A German fantasy author, most famous thing he wrote was Neverending Story, which was made into a pretty succesful American movie. One of the climactic scenes in that book involve the protagonist naming the Childlike Empress "Moonchild" and it involves an amulet with "It was du willst", "Do what thou wilt" engraved on it. Sure enough, Michael Ende was an anthroposophist. That's what I mean, right? It's everywhere, it's practically impossible to miss.

I loved NeverEnding Story as a kid, I mean as an actual kid like 1 - 3 yrs old. I think I was actually living in Germany back when it first came out. The movie scared the shit out of me when I was a kid, but that was also why I loved it. I love all of those old fantasy epics from the 80s from King Arthur, Legend (LOL I think most Jrpg protags are based off of Tom Cruise from Legend.), Krull. Conan, to Gandahar. (oh and of course Heavy Metal, mainly the Den story.)
As I said in the fighting game thread
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I'm not as optimistic. What's happening to video games now, is the same exact thing that happened to movies during the 2000s and what happened to Rock & Roll during the 90s, or Rap during the 2010s. Corpos took over, basically killed off, or exiled all of the artists responsible for the hits and now we're stuck with is an eternal sludge of Corpo-approved crap, made by corporations, for corporations.
Modern games aren't made for gamers, they're made to appeal to other corporations, who will support each other through ads, marketing & endorsements. In reality it's just money embezzlement. That's the only thing that makes sense of the absurd sales numbers of these games. Nobody can convince me that Horizon Zero Dawn has fans. I was laughing when Nintendo Direct was advertising one of those garbo Horizon games, because who is this made for? Not even Gaystation fags give a shit about Horizon lol.


I saw this same crap happen to Wrestling, which used to be extremely ghetto & trailer trash but then it went corporate and now it's meant to appeal to everybody, but nobody fucking likes it coz it sucks. It doesn't matter though because WWE is the richest it has ever been throughout its entire history because the customer is always king, but the customer is the corporation, not us the people.

Only thing we really can do is just make our own games and trade it or sell it amongst our own group. How ever small that is since we're not even allowed to build our own communities anymore. Hell nah, you either get on that youtube, that twitter or discord & tiktok, or you just don't exist at all.

The pattern I see, is that every single generation has their own path given to them that shows them what our actual reality is, but every single time those genres, mediums, etc. all eventually get taken over by Corpos and have all of its soul drained out of it until that product becomes nothing more than a product that exists to do nothing but make money and turn that product into its own religion. It's kinda like what happened to Jesus. He never wanted anyone to worship him. He wanted everyone to follow his message, but instead his followers just turned him into a fucking product lol.

Pink Floyd what's interesting is that a guitarist from Pink Floyd was in a Gabi video, and he really wanted to go deep down the rabbit hole into basically the same subjects that I talk about but Gabi kept steering it away from that convo.
I'm amazed by this man's insight and agree with everything he said in the Gabi interview.

[Jack]

So has anyone here been trying to buy Lynch's physical filmography? It's much harder now because the price of his movies have drastically gone up and he's one of the only directors whose movies are regularly priced at $30-$130.
Most movies can easily be bought for $5 like John Wick and movies that have similar Lynchian themes such as Johnny Depp's Roman Planski's "The Ninth Gate" or Kubrick's "Eyes wide Shut" can both easily be obtained for $9. It's not as if these movies are lesser than Lynch films.

I love Ninth Gate, although of course I would. Depp gets to fuck the Whore of Babylon lol. Whore of Babylon is a metaphor for a systematic authoritarian government, but who fucking cares about the details? I'm just watching the hot Angel/Demon girl's tits bounce up & down as she's riding Depp!
Depp's character reminds me of me, because I started out a similar way. As an outsider who assumed that the occult is complete bunk until visitors from outside of the perimeter make themselves known to you, whether you wanted them to or not. You have no choice, they will accompany you to test your knowledge after you have reached a point of knowing too much. Depp and I made a similar choice, we thought of the knowledge or our pursuit of it as the reward, or as the riches. Most people go for material wealth & sexual-gain and then later pay the price with their soul as is shown in the movie.

I think it's more that Lynch has an internet meme-like appeal that caters to internet scu- oh I'm sorry I mean denizens which causes the inflated prices of Lynch produce. To my surprise, Mulholland Drive is actually the cheapest to get when I always thought that was his most popular movie but then again that's probably why it's the cheapest.
MD is my fave, but for shallow reasons. You see two well endowed hot bitches fucking each other.

Plus, for all that's wrong with /x/ those two books still are some of the first you'll be recommended if you ask for good books on the occult. I actually read the Kybalion two. That one was a pretty easy read, comparatively. People like to shit on it for not being "authentic" hermeticism but all I ever head was a materialist worldview. It opened my eyes to a lot of things.

The companion book to Kybalion would be Corpus Hermiticum. A word of warning, if you buy any of these books from Amazon, avoid every single one that's published by Tark Warwick, AKA StyxHexenHammer666. That dumbass constantly asserts his preambles which ruins the entire texts, because it becomes clouded with his mind rot. He thinks he can talk shit about Blavatsky when you have to judge her from the merits of her era, where women were nothing but sex objects. Despite that reality she still managed to stand out and is revered as a sage of sorts within her era and even the early 1900s. (She even influenced Hitler lol.) What right does this fucking bum have to talk shit about her?

I'm not even certain if this guy even truly understands what Chaos Magic is, judging from the state of Styx's shitty life now. Whatever he's doing, isn't chaos magic lol. Chaos magic isn't even real magic, not imo. It's simply a philosophical process where you declare your intent, & will it into reality through ritual, but this process can easily be secularized as willing your intent into reality just through the simple act of hard work, which can be considered as a ritual.
Our entire life is governed by rituals, just not our rituals. We're generally forced to conform with the rituals of the ruling class who force us into humiliation rituals of the education system which prepares us for the workforce which in turn is where we waste our labor to feed the establishment, and build our own prison. The prison is formed from our own action, the completion of the ritual, because we allow the ritual that's handed down to us to create our reality.
It doesn't have to be that way, but most people are afraid of just doing what they feel like, because they fear isolation but why does isolation matter when these people still feel isolated anyway even when they do everything exactly as they're told?

American Christianity always seemed absolutely foreign to me. I was raised catholic and I'm not claiming there's anything more authentic to the Christianity we practice.

Of course I'm saying that but you mentioned Krampus. I'm from the part of Germany where Krampus is still part of popular christmas folklore. We still make a point of treating Saint Nick as seperate from Santa Claus/Father Christmas. Wearing a bishop's mitre instead of the typical Santa hat and carrying a staff. We celebrate Saint Nick's Eve on December 5th. Families with younger kids usually have some family member dressed as Saint Nick and Krampus coming by. Krampus, in our culture, is basically Saint Nick's enforcers. Threatening to spank them with a bundle of sticks and carry them away in his bag if they've been bad.

Of course on Christmas Eve itself it's not Santa but the Christkindl that delivers the presents. Means "Christ Child" but is usually depicted as this angelic blonde woman figure.

It's all a bunch of disparate influences, is my point. I still think there is something uniquely sinister to American Christianity.

In the USA, you wouldn't be considered as Christian at least not by the Southern Majority who are Protestant Baptists.
I saw a /pol/ post a few months back that perfectly illustrated the mania of American Christians.

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There is no threatening. The honest truth is a majority of your white population are religious zealots that believe in the holy land and can't wait for the end times. They want nothing more than for Jesus to come back and wipe everyone out, and only through Israel is that possible.

r. Raised in rural shithole Kansas.

I'm also Catholic, or I started out as Catholic due to Spanish heritage. In the USA, you will constantly be taunted for being a magical thinking pagan if you identify as Catholic. Which is why I am amused by this weird sudden influx of Internet American Catholic influencers that have arisen into prominence with the likes of Nick Fuentes, John Doyle, Jack Posobeic, etc. (There's also a lot of Catholic larpers who aren't American like Milo Yiannopoluis however you spell his gayass name.) It just doesn't strike me as a real movement. It does not comport with the American reality, where in the USA, Catholics are generally Liberals or Democrats (JFK, Biden, Pelosi, all Democrats, all of them are Catholic of Irish or Italian origin.) and aren't considered as real Christians but now they're suddenly rising as an American Nationalist movement? Sounds like fucking feds to me, it's divorced from the American reality. The only American Catholic faction that I think is constantly aligned with Right wing values are the Filipinos (& other Asian aligned Catholic factions) but I'm not seeing any filipinos being represented in these made up American nationalist groups. It's so fucking fake, it's like they expect me to not know that Irish & Italians have historically been Democrats and have almost always been represented by Democrats within the USA.

I personally do not acknowledge the Catholics, Protestants or even the Orthodoxy.
All three of them are man-made religions and are the true heretics who go against the teachings of Jesus because these dominant Christian factions chose material wealth over spiritual wealth but they try to portray their materialism as spirituality through the act of spiritualism as a transaction of accumulated guilt.

The Council of Nicaea was the original establishment so it's funny as fuck to me how a lot of internet Right wingers like to portray their version of Christianity as a revolt against the system when they're actually raging for the machine. Similar to how Woke & SJWs are also just raging in favor of the machine.
The details may change, but the end destination is the same. Enslavement to the elites and they're the ones who built the roads toward their own imprisonment because they allowed man-made religions to lure them into killing their fellow man when we should all band together to find a way out of this hell world.
Said man-made religions have completely distorted the message of Jesus, who didn't want you to rule over the world. He wants us to get the fuck out of Earth because Earth sucks, LOL!

What's the difference between a man made religion and a religion? Well a normal non-monotheist religion doesn't focus on the world and in fact can't even really be considered as religions because they focus more on how to deduce or detect reality through inner knowing. They function more as philosophies. A system of deduction. Religions on the other hand are basically processed as just the truth and nothing but the truth and all those who question the truth are cast out as heretics.

What is a heretic? A heretic is simply someone who disagrees with the common consensus. Lol that's all it is, but for some reason the word heretic has become such a loaded demonized term that most people think of demon summoners
when really a heretic is someone who does not believe that 2+2 equals 5, and can't be convinced that 2+2 = 5 even if the establishment threatens to kill them for disbelieving in the established truth, the reality that the elites have decided for us. As if they were Gods, rather than just pretentious paupers who merely horded materialistic wealth through systems of governance that favors them and rewards them with bounty just for simply existing.
They're poor in spirit because imo they have none and can only pantomime which is why they come across as inhuman.

Monotheist systems function more like survival war manuals that teach you how to accumulate the most wealth and women for the glory of God, God in this context is really just a euphemism for the government or your king.
It's manmade because this world has no king. Not even Jesus was king (and calling him King of this world is an insult to Jesus.), but he's the one guy from outside of the perimeter of our installed reality who was seriously trying to teach us to stop being retarded and figure a way out of this shithole that we call Earth. What Christians often get wrong is that they believe the world is shit because people don't believe in Christianity.
No, the world was always shit, because we don't even belong here. This is not our world, we're merely visitors, some people believe that we're prisoners. I say it's a mixture of both because not all of us are undergoing similar levels of spiritual development and then there are those, the majority even who are just hylics and are most likely natives of this realm.

I've been meaning to read Blavatsky. Should get around to it soon. The interesting thing here is that Lynch really like to reference the Wizard of Oz. L. Frank Baum was a theosophist. Also makes you wonder if there's a connection between the theosophist society trying to groom the next messiah in India and the Maharishi exporting Transcendental Meditation to the west where Lynch studied it.

And that's what I mean, you know. So much of histories are these strange connections and correspondences that most records either omit or gloss over. It's not just that people don't try to understand it, they pretend it isn't there although you barely have to look under the surface to see it everywhere. It's in the movies and the games and the music and everywhere in politics and history to the point it takes more effort to ignore it than to acknowledge it. I'm not the smartest or most well read guy but I can see what's in front of my eyes.

They pretend it isn't there because they don't want the common man (common man actually also refers to most of our celebrity class who are just useless idiots. Yes I said useless, not useful.) to know what they know. The elites of our world all generally believe in a form of theosophy. It's funny though because Christians treat it like it's a Satan religion when Theosophy is yet again just another philosophy like Gnosticism or Buddhism. Nicene Christians seem to want to kill the shit out of all philosophies that are labeled as religions.

The Wizard of Oz, during its era was one of the best metaphors that described our reality. (Dark City is much closer, and I think that Xenogears is the closest analog.) Which is that we live in a fictional world. By fiction I mean that it's not natural, the history and our facts are guided by those behind the curtain as is depicted in Wizard of Oz. The movie Zardoz is basically the same story but it depicts the elites as basing our societies off of Wizard of Oz.
What both movies show is that our elites are functionally retarded, inept, don't know how to read, they can't do anything really. Zardoz shows the world has an overmanaged utopia, but nobody is happy because the world is completely devoid of the human spirit. Everything is plastic & fabricated. The utopia is a lie and outside of the Megacity, everyone who isn't an Elite is living a life poverty & war.

Zardoz also depicts their demiurge (and in Zardoz the god of their story really is man-made and fabricated.) as instructing the savages/brutals that "penis is bad" and that heterosexual sex is bad. It really feels like the reality that we live in today, where our cultural elites are doingthe same thing but it's even more exaggerated in real life than how it was depicted in Zardoz. At least in Zardoz, Sean Connery was a real man's man. Who do we have for our modern reality? Some fucking queer like Andrew Tate? A dumbass who constantly mixes materialist messages with spirituality which honestly he sounds a lot like that thread,
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that I completely shat on because I fucking hate it when I see people trying to preach spirituality as one of material gains.

I've been meaning to read Blavatsky. Should get around to it soon.

As for Blavatsky, the book I recommend but haven't read it yet is
Revealing Cosmic Mysteries: Unpublished Conversations
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/16399 ... 0DER&psc=1
Just read the samples, it's just a collection of Blavatsky interviews which are much easier to read than her occult texts.
A lot of people critize how hard it is to read occult text, because like dumbasses such as Styxhexenhamma, they don't take into account the era that their texts came from back when the Orthdoxy and the Catholic church could legit murder you by deeming you as a heretic. That's why occult texts are written in allegory & metaphor, it requires intelligence to deduce the message, but hilariously these texts are always written in a literal way, that if followed & practiced literally, can and often does harm the ignoramus that read the book literally lol.

That's the entire reason that secret societies formed such as the Illuminati or the Free Masons. The hilarious part is that even in the modern era, it's still Christians who completely demonize factions such as illuminati or free masons and then blame them for communism, trannys, satanism or anything really that mainstream Nicene Christians hate & fear.

It's funny to me, because I've never met a Mason who wasn't a mothafucking Christian or a Jew. It's like how you can't have Apple Pie without the apples. I don't like the Masons either, but it has nothing to do with any of the imagined conclusions that Christians have imagined. Mainstream Christians are so damn dumb that they think the Illuminati still exist when the German government actually outlawed the Illuminati, seized & reacquisitioned their assets about 5 centuries ago, yet tales of Illuminati still persists because mainstream Christians read nothing but the bible, but they don't even know how to read their bible. Kinda like what's said in the Ninth Gate about how Elites will read occult books, but don't understand how to read occult books because they think it's literal. It can be literal, but if you choose to read it literally, you're headed down a road towards damnation because it also literally says that you'll pay for these material wealth & goods with your eternal soul, which is also literal LOL! We pretty much see it happen over & over again through Hollywood and the music industry and the few heretics who exist like Michael Jackson or Prince, get crucified for going against the grain.


I have a lot of book recommendations, but it'd go on forever. I'll just copy & paste (& redact) some of which that I said years ago through internet correspondence.

Gnostic:
Nag Hammadi Scriptures, PIstis Sophia, Books of Enoch, Kolbrin Bible


Occultism / Free Masonry:

Manly P Hall - The Secret Teachings of All Ages
MPH has many must reads but that book is a must for general comprehension of our world.

Rudolf Steiner - The Fall of the Spirits of Darkness / The Spiritual Hierarchies and the Physical World
An Outline of Occult Science; Christianity as Mystical Fact
RS also has many must reads to help aid you in defining reality but I listed those 3 for the general overview of the subjects they cover.

Mark Stavish - Egregore Occult Entities that Watch over Human Destiny

Itzhak Bentov - A Brief Tour of Higher Consciousness / Stalking the Wild Pendulum: On the Mechanics of Consciousness

Samuel A. Weor - Treatise of Revolutionary Psychology: The Practical Spirituality that Awakens Consciousness

Madame Blavatsky - ISIS Unveiled

Science / History:

Immanuel Velikovsky - Worlds in Collision

Douglas B. Bogt - The Theory of Multidimensional Reality

Christopher Dunn - The Giza Power Plant: Technologies of Ancient Egypt

Alan F. Alford - The Phoenix Solution : Secrets of a Lost Civilizaton

Jacques Vallee - Wonders in the Sky: Unexplained Aerial Objects from Antiquity to Modern Times

Procopius - The Secret History

Occult / Christian:
Saint Germain - The Golden Book

I've been looking for this book for forever. I can't find it but it is brilliant.
You'll understand why I speak the way I do if you listen to his message & learn from it. I never even heard of him but youtube randomly showed this vid to me, because it noticed that it sounds like I may have read or heard it.

I know from experience that I can pull off whatever I want, because I Can. I'm acutely aware that reality conforms with my will. Your own consciousness attracts the reality around you. So if you're a constantly negative retard, you'll be bombarded with negativity. You wished for it through your own thoughts, on a subconscious level you expected the worst out of life so you're enveloped by it & it became your reality.

Neville Goddard - The Neville Goddard Deluxe Collection

Occult / Buddhist:

Alan Watts - I dunno read whatever. He's a typical Hippy Buddhist but he understands and says the same things about reality that Christians-Gnostic, Occultists, & Masons would say. He knows what he's talking about but like a typical Buddhist he only focused on enlightenment. The mysteries of the world are completely irrelevant to him.

Occult / Satanism:
Michael W. Ford - Dragon of the Two Flames

Conspiracy / History:
Anonymous - Silent Weapons for Quiet Wars
Bill Cooper - Behold a Pale Horse
ReallyGraceful - Deep State Encyclopedia
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Of course you should read up on Carl Jung & Plato. I just group them under Gnosticism. Those two alone doesn't help contextualize the cyclical struggle of this world like most of the books I've mentioned do

I considered doing a fiction list to include HG Wells, Conan the Cimmerian, Ghost in the Shell, Lovecraft, Asimov and many others but I've met plenty of people who have read those fiction books and they were still mother fucking retarded AYYY LMAO!

If you only read 3 Non fiction books it ought to be (not in any order but I'd read MPH first if you're completely uninitiated.)
1. "The Secret Teachings of All Ages" for a generalized overview of history, mythos, culture & spirituality.

2. "Nag Hammadi Scriptures" It should be supplemented with Pistis Sophia & the 3 Books of Enoch, and read alongside the King James or Catholic bible, only so you'll know why they banned
all of those miscellaneous Hammadi texts and tried to erase them from history. It encourages free thought & inquiry which Protestants deem as heretical because they believe that blind faith alone shall save you. Catholics deem gnostics as heretical because Gnostics dared ask questions about the alleged divinity of the Catholic's one true God to rule them all.

3. Bill Cooper's Behold a Pale Horse. There's much better books out there but it's a good introduction into the rabbit hole about what this reality is from a Materialist Christian's perspective. Most people are too fucking dumb to be able to comprehend Nag Hammadi or Manly P Hall, but they'll understand Behold a Pale Horse, because it's reads like Alex Jones. He's only relevant because the system of control & the collective weakening of the human mind & body are a common subject that most Occultists & Free Masons talk about.
You should only bother with the 1990s original since every other version of this book is censored.
ReallyGraceful's Deep State Encyclopedia is a pretty decent replacement for this book but I prefer Bill because he talked about Q way back in the 80s before any of the clownworld Morons' ever knew what Q was.

Monkey-brained idiots who completely react to the physical world in front of them.
I've tried to explain that world leaders influence society by worshipping & feeding Egregores.
Egregores are just Ideas. Ideas are living entities which feed off of the emotional energy of our beliefs. Ideas are all around us & are empowered by our minds. The minds of most motherfuckers in their 30s are still centered around the material, they behave like typical school girls.

I purposely leave out books like The Golden Dawn, because I think they're just too dangerous for the layman. I personally stay away from that shit, I don't care about dumbass magic and rituals. I acknowledge it exists and is real, but I want nothing to do with it.
I don't believe that I would still recommend some of these books (In fact I think a lot of them are too beginner level. I recommend "The complete books of Charles Fort" for an holistic perception of the history of this installed reality.) but for the layman I think it'd be a good place to start.
I myself don't even fucking read much, it just seems like I do because I rely on osmosis.
Where I'm basically given the correct answer that's just beamed straight into my mind.
Movies such as Ninth Gate or Zardoz are illustrating similar awakenings, where the Gods basically just reward you with ancient knowledge simply because you passed a few trials of theirs. They come to you, you don't come to them and when they do come to you. You won't even know it until after the event, just like how its depicted in The Ninth Gate, or even Twin Peaks/Lost Highway anything Lynchian really.

All I have to do is refine what I learned from my mind through the use of books that were written thousands of years before me. The only reason that I keep a collection of books is so I can just literally hand people some knowledge of what I already know through pure intuition.
Imo, you can't truly understand any of this from simply reading about it. You have to live it too. You can't actually live it though, unless the gods (or the ideas since I view gods & ideas as one in the same.) come to you.
You can only come in contact with those who already resonate with you, otherwise you see or hear nothing, as is the reality of the majority of the populace.

One thing I ponder for all those who have been contacted from visitors from beyond the perimeter of our perceptions of our installed reality, does everyone meet an Astonishingly Beautiful Green Eyed Woman? She's even depicted as green eyed (and it's a bright green that's unnatural for humans to have. It looks demonic, but so damn beautiful.) in the Johnny Depp movie.

I come into correspondence with a green eyed woman (who I have always drew and or interpreted as the Carmila Xiomara character) but for other people such as the rapper DMX, they see something similar to what's depicted in Lost Highway, a demon that speaks through people.

Although to be fair, what Depp & I corresponded with is also a demon of sorts, I think. (I know it's a demon or an angel for sure in his movie.) Green eyes typically represent clarity & wisdom so it never feels scary unlike with the demon in Lost Highway, who basically looks like some kind of beady eyed jew lol.


I didn't finally see The Ninth Gate until last year when it was recommended to me. I decided to watch it anyway, because Johnny Depp movies are generally good (Yes that includes Nightmare on Elm Street lol.) especially pre-Jack Sparrow Depp, and I was completely blown away by the imagery of the Green Eyed girl. I was like, it's that bitch! It's Carmilla, but with Blonde hair lol.
Funny part is I was only 16 when the movie came out, but I've known about this bitch since at least 18 or 19 yrs old (I'm in my 40s now so that's a fucking long time knowing about this slut.), and the internet evidence of it is that I was still drawing & writing about this bitch way back in 2007 or 2008 or 2009 (when I was still in my 20s) in early builds of K7 SIndrome, Daydream Cafe and whatever the fuck those games were called since I completely lost the script but the one person who's in every single version of the script is Carmilla, because she's based off of a real life entity that I guess could be much easier described as Green Eyes.