Killer7 SINdicate

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Pardonnez moi for the lack of reply. I kept trying to sign into the old version of the forum and kept being denied entry and was thinking "what the hell is going on?? am I banned? fine then..." and went on with my life. Then I found this forum by reverse image searching a Tatsuyuki Tanaka artwork that was posted by Quishmish I think.

That's weird. Old users should be able to access the old forums. Though as I said I locked them because the service kept asking for money in my name, and I get enough shit as it is. (It would also autodelete threads warning users that I was not actually asking for money lol.)
Can you remind me of your old nickname? I'll see if I can get it fixed. Someone contacted me during a stream with a similar problem.

EDIT: Keep in mind that you just can't log in through Google Chrome. I have no clue as per why, but it won't let me log in at all either, so if that's what you're using that might be the problem.

Anyhow I hate whenever Asylum of Pleasure and Pain is mentioned anywhere. The first game was my god awful execution of some little girl's mental breakdown after being taken into the system after her house, parents and brother were set aflame, by her, after years of abuse at the hands of her parents and then she began dreaming up an alternate world where Russia becomes a huge prison cut off from the rest of the world where she's worshipped as a goddess but also takes the form of the main character angel but her guilt over killing her brother, James, who was innocent in all this, kept creeping up in this subconcious vomit.

So what was it going to play like? Was it just a text adventure game? I was testing out wintermute engine to make a text adventure detective game, but I actually decided to make it into something more playable. So I've been looking into SRPG studio but that's not ideal either.

Did you actually get somewhere with development or did you just write the script? I wrote a script for a game someone else is going to make, but it never actually came out, so I'm assuming development is dead in the water

[Dakkok]

However, I've been thinking about remaking Lover's FINAL Ballad cause that was somehow put together, despite being a rehash of AP&P.

Please do this, from the videos and pictures I saw it looked like something interesting and really much better than AoP&P (that I DID play). Also saw some references to Killer7 in it. It's a shame I arrived too late on the site and it was already deleted.

[AngelheadedHipster]

Ask @Noacceptance772 for that pleasure and pain fangame

Pardonnez moi for the lack of reply. I kept trying to sign into the old version of the forum and kept being denied entry and was thinking "what the hell is going on?? am I banned? fine then..." and went on with my life. Then I found this forum by reverse image searching a Tatsuyuki Tanaka artwork that was posted by Quishmish I think.

Anyhow I hate whenever Asylum of Pleasure and Pain is mentioned anywhere. The first game was my god awful execution of some little girl's mental breakdown after being taken into the system after her house, parents and brother were set aflame, by her, after years of abuse at the hands of her parents and then she began dreaming up an alternate world where Russia becomes a huge prison cut off from the rest of the world where she's worshipped as a goddess but also takes the form of the main character angel but her guilt over killing her brother, James, who was innocent in all this, kept creeping up in this subconcious vomit.

There were meant to be 3 different campaigns, the first one where the angel abandons James in this nightmare, the second one where two masked soldiers are killed and ressurected by her, only to later reveal that they've completely lost the plot and one of them removes his helmet to reveal he is James and asks the Angel(the girl) why she killed him before the second guy unmasks himself to explode into an amalgamtion of their parents who eats up James before the final battle, where the ending is decided on whether you beat the parents or lose to them.

And then the 3rd campaign was to play as a woman who wanted to defend the girl against the legal repercussions of her triple murder whilst the girl is still in her mental coma.

However, before I could execute this at all, my depression stirred my head and *I* lost the plot and everything I wanted to do with the game and it turned into vomit.
I remember now everything I wanted to do with those games but am absolutely reluctant to remake anything.

However, I've been thinking about remaking Lover's FINAL Ballad cause that was somehow put together, despite being a rehash of AP&P.

I think there is actually some released version of Asylum of Pleasure and Pain still floating around on the internet, but if you want to wash your hand off it, well, your absolutely in your right to do so. Still though, would be cool to see one of your projects finished. There has never been a better time to make off beat, extremely personal indie rpgs than now.

[Jack]

Why the fuck are you retards talking about Pleasure of Pain as if it has anything at all to do with the games I was making? LOL whatever. It actually should be a thread about underground games in general. I don't like the term indie, it draws to mind those who merely replicate mainstream games but with an independent budget.

So I've been looking into SRPG studio but that's not ideal either.

That shit seems good to me.
Kaga, the original creator of Fire Emblem actually made a game using that devkit.


I plan to get the Pixel Game Maker (which is on sale right now.)
I've seen some pretty good games on the Nintendo Switch which were made with that engine such as Buraigun Galaxy Storm

& Werewolf Princess Kaguya (which is basically Pocky & Rocky KikiKaiKai.)

Part of the reason why I still haven't released shit is because I've always had more of an action game mentality anyway. I focus more on the actual gameplay aspects, rather than the story. The problem is that rpgmaker 2003 shit glitches out & crashes all the time if you don't use the default numerical values for the battle system, so it becomes a long revolving door process where you have to keep playtesting to make sure the fucking thing works. To the point I just gave up. I''ll just connect the maps and release it as is so I can finally rid myself of that fucking Citadel whore game. I'll just try to make sure that it's stable enough so that it doesn't crash, that much. lol.
I already use an action game build for Rpgmaker MV, but that Pixel Gamer thang seems better since I can instantly include two players and map out the controls. I have no fucking idea how to map controls on rpgmaker at all.

I find it funny how a lot of Japan's legendary Strategy & Rpg figures, can't seem to land a job in mainstream Japanese game development after they've been 'released'.
Hironobu Sakaguchi, Cozy Okada, Yasumi Matsuno, Shuzo Kaga, Yoshitaka Murayama, etc.

What's amusing is that these motherfuckers are responsible for some of the best writing that I've ever seen within video games but they're treated like persona non grata for some reason. I'm guessing it's coz their games contained way too much forgotten knowledge aka Occult of a forgotten world, which is our planet. So there may have been some kind of decree from the powers that be, to eliminate these men from their once influential positions. I only think this is true of Sakaguchi & Okada. Kaga honestly didn't fit with the family friendly mantra of early 90s Nintendo. Matsuno & Murayama were never as influential as the Gooch. Okada's games are just so occult to its very core that it would've no doubt caught the attention of our world's controllers, who try to erase all history of the previous deluge.

It's amusing how a lot of people make fun of giant talking trees from Jrpgs when what classic Jrpgs are doing, is referencing the ancient world of our planet Earth, where knowledge, wisdom & history of our world was actually recorded within the trunks of trees. This sounds insane now, only coz modern day trees aren't actually trees. Kinda like how fastfood isn't actually food. It's just an imitation or a simulacrum of a reality. Devil's tower used to be a tree before it was chopped down. That's the knowledge that classic Jrpgs tried to instill into the minds of kids which is why I can't stand modern rpgs for the most part. Modern rpgs do nothing but chase libidos. Which I have no problem with, I just see no reason to waste my time with a game if there's nothing deeper about the story, than the love of a woman.

I have no issue with the likes of Lunar or Shadowhearts which can be described as stories about The Love of a Woman, but in reality they're actually stories about philosophical conflicts where the love of a woman could either lead you astray or towards a path of enlightenment. ShadowHearts Covenant best exemplifies this through the Yuri & Kato characters.

Kato wants to create a world which prevents the suffering that he & Yuri have had to suffer through due to the loss of their women. Yuri prefers to live through the anguish and take his own life, lol. I mean sure, in the game Yuri comes off as the hero but from the start he was always just trying to get himself killed. It's amusing because Kato & Yuri seem to be gifting salvation to each other. Kato allowed Yuri to reunite with Alice (Yuri's dead girlfriend) if only for a brief moment. This then led up to the final conflict where both Kato & Yuri deliver salvation to each other.

If Kato wins & kills Yuri, he gets to reset the world prior to the events of both World Wars, and possibly change history enough so his big titty, big ass Jap woman won't die again.
Yuri wants to die anyway so he challenges Kato. Yuri also does this for the sake of his friends,and doesn't want them to lose their loved ones so it becomes a case of where Yuri wins no matter what. If Yuri dies, it's exactly what he wanted. If he defeats Kato, he saves his friends. Yuri allows himself to be trapped/killed anyway.
Those games, are good examples of plots that revolve around personal journeys because it asserts many philosophical questions of what is most important? In this case, is it better to have love & lost, or to have never loved at all? The conflict of Shadow Hearts Covenant is a result of love lost from world war casualities, due to an occultist transition of powers which occurred during the two world wars casualties.
That's one of the things that I've always loved about the first two Shadowhearts games & Kodelka.
They showed to you a conflict of differing occult interests which actually was happening behind the scenes during both wars. One word, Rasputin. Who was he?
The two world wars were just a vehicle used to erase the old world and transition to our currently accepted paradigm.

We ourselves our in a paradigm-shift transition period to where half of us can't even agree that 2+2 = 4.
Have you tried to debate this shit with fucking retarded zoomers? Zoomers will actually tell you that 2+2 doesn't always equal 4, and then they'll assert some random variable as if it disproved 2+2-4 when what they actually did was add in a new number which isn't even 2, but it's represented as a numerical 2.
Kinda like a biological man who claims to be a woman, is referred to as a feminine penis. You didn't change reality. You altered your perception based off of an objective reality.

Anyhow I hate whenever Asylum of Pleasure and Pain is mentioned anywhere. The first game was my god awful execution of some little girl's mental breakdown after being taken into the system after her house, parents and brother were set aflame, by her, after years of abuse at the hands of her parents and then she began dreaming up an alternate world where Russia becomes a huge prison cut off from the rest of the world where she's worshipped as a goddess but also takes the form of the main character angel but her guilt over killing her brother, James, who was innocent in all this, kept creeping up in this subconcious vomit.

There were meant to be 3 different campaigns, the first one where the angel abandons James in this nightmare, the second one where two masked soldiers are killed and ressurected by her, only to later reveal that they've completely lost the plot and one of them removes his helmet to reveal he is James and asks the Angel(the girl) why she killed him before the second guy unmasks himself to explode into an amalgamtion of their parents who eats up James before the final battle, where the ending is decided on whether you beat the parents or lose to them.

And then the 3rd campaign was to play as a woman who wanted to defend the girl against the legal repercussions of her triple murder whilst the girl is still in her mental coma.

However, before I could execute this at all, my depression stirred my head and *I* lost the plot and everything I wanted to do with the game and it turned into vomit.
I remember now everything I wanted to do with those games but am absolutely reluctant to remake anything.

However, I've been thinking about remaking Lover's FINAL Ballad cause that was somehow put together, despite being a rehash of AP&P.

I'm glad that you said it. Which is why I completely ignored PnP when someone else mentioned your game in this thread. I wasn't going to say anything nice about your game at all, lol. You already know, I talked shit to you back when you first showed me your game. You were just a teen back then, and that past you is not who you are now. I'll explain later within this post why our games have nothing to do with each other. I write soft-disclosure Allegory which I represent as a hierarchal reality of the Astral & Physical plane, not unlike what David Lynch does with his own movies.
You seem much more focused on Identity, and a loss of self. Otherwise known as Psychological Trauma. Which yes, is a concept that's somewhat explored within Lynch-style 'surrealism', but it's actually a shallower comprehension of what's being represented within Lynch's style of visual story telling.

Lynch is actually highly spiritual, and what he's always been doing is tapping into our world's reality but he's looking at the planet from a hierarchal perspective where the Mind is King/Godly, or the Divine and that our physical reality is just a materialist translation of Lynch's spiritual journey.
A pure materialist version of a Lynch type of story would be his movie, Blue Velvet. Blue Velvet is just what Twin Peaks, MD & Inland Empire would look like when observing our planet through a materialistic lens.
Notice how Blue Velvet completely revolves around the desire for a woman, and a battle with crime syndicates which surround this woman. These objectives are materialistic in nature. Twin Peak's guy desires the love of that woman. The Mobsters only view her as a profitable service or merchandise.

Lynch's films, Twin Peaks Fire Walk With Me, Lost Highway, Mulholland Drive, & Inland Empire are all following a similar story as Blue Velvet but the aforementioned 4 go beyond the materialistic, and into the domain of the mind.
Some people interpret Lynch's post-Blue Velvet movies as purely psychological. Which I believe is an incorrect assertion of Lynch's films. Not that Lynch would confirm or dispute you since his visions seem to be very close to him, and doesn't want to have his own interpretation to be ruined or sullied by an 'official' canonical chronology of his movies' events.

What Lynch's films seem to represent in my opinion is how we are spiritual beings bound by a physical shell, otherwise known as the human body. Lynch's films operate off of an occultist understanding of the world which is The Physical plane, Ethereal Plane, The Astral plane, The Mental plane & the Godhead, but are completely blinded to it, due to our materialistic blinders which translate our visual & mental processes via the Astral plane into a physical canonical translation of reality via the Physical plane which can be best observed & recorded by multiple parties as the official history of events.
What Lynch's films always try to show to you is that our personal journey mostly occurs within the mind, a domain of gods, that's constantly being manipulated by demons via the physical world which in turn affect the mind.

Lynch is representing Archons within these scenes, which are meant to be the Ethereal plane.



The Ethereal is a transition phase between the Astral/Mental & our Physical observation of our surroundings.
This is why these Alien(Alien as in Foreign, not from your mind.) Demonic entities are often displayed in easy to relate to human-made architecture with some subtle fractal shapes & patterns such as pattern of the Black Lodge floor.

The Rabbits is interesting because it seems to be an Ethereal translation of a mundane physical/materialist reality.

It's the reverse of what his movies generally try to visually interpret. His movies usually follow a top down mental hierarchy. Rabbits from what I can make sense of it (LOL! I don't really understand that short myself.) seems to be from the bottom up, but it's stuck in an Ethereal limbo that's trying to be translated into an upper psychological level of the Astral.

This scene from MD, seems to be one of the few times where Lynch tried to represent the GodHead but he showed this visual as a physical reality that transitions into an Ethereal & Astral reality, until it makes its way up to a figure who never says a word, this figure is the Godhead.

In a pure materialistic sense, you could easily describe this scene as just a business meeting with very awkward & stilted dialogue with the CEO/top official or whomever (man who says nothing), listening in on the meeting.

The dialogue is very awkward for a reason, it's conveying to you that it's a physical reality undergoing the process of being translated into the ethereal until it eventually makes its way up to the Godhead, manifestation of reality.
The game Killer7 seems to also process reality in a similar way, via the Harman & Kun Lan characters, who are really just avatars of Godhood who influence everything, through the channels of our mind.


Lynch has never confirmed or denied any of this shit, but I bet you he'd be really interested in what you have to say about his movies, merely due to how you're not representing to him, a mere physical/materialist perception of his movies that he's no doubt heard millions of times. OH derp, his movies "are all just imaginary psychological dysfunction from the brain."
No, that's a materialistic-biased translation of what Lynch's movies are, generally made by those who live only to consume the products of the Beast (AKA the Big SixSixSix corporations), but have undergone zero spiritual journey at all.
In order to truly 'get' Lynch's films, you have to let go of materialism and stop assigning worth of what you see to be of equal to the value of how they would've been calculated in a consoomerist mental mind-frame.


TLDR: Lynch's films are a translation of his own journeys' of when he has travelled far beyond the veil. Lynch does this through his own spiritual leanings & breathing techniques. Other people can also reach this process through the consumption of drugs. Which is why people often make the claim "You need to be on drugs to actually like Lynch films!"
His films only seem to make the remotest of sense to those who have went on a DMT-induced trip.
Drugs are a shortcut though, and I don't believe Lynch does drugs. He's way too calm & mentally balanced. Which is why I believe that he taps into that world, of his own accord.

I bring up Lynch since you (NoAcceptance) & I both are heavily influenced by Lynch.
What is 772? Is that numerology or just some random number like VegataMasta69 or something?

I think there is actually some released version of Asylum of Pleasure and Pain still floating around on the internet, but if you want to wash your hand off it, well, your absolutely in your right to do so. Still though, would be cool to see one of your projects finished. There has never been a better time to make off beat, extremely personal indie rpgs than now.

Citadel of the Whore/Daydream Cafe/Angel Heights or whatever the fuck it's called now was never meant to be extremely personal. It just depicted the world that we actually live in (a world that's completely build upon lies, on top of lies.), through a consistent mish mash of Astral, Ethereal & Physical reality. It tries to meld all perceptions of our higher self, at once. Not unlike a Lynch film, which is why it appears 'surreal'.


I really don't like how Acepttance's games get grouped up with mine when he's a large reason as to why I never completed those games coz he'd rip off my visual style (Both of his games look like complete rip offs of games I was making.), but his writing just isn't up to par. I ain't insulting you Acceptance. We cool, We cool. Everything I'm about to say is just an appraisal of work you've done a decades ago. This does not reflect who you are now. I don't even bother with that gothic artstyle that I used to have, coz I can never compete with your version of a similar artstyle that I once used. (I've moved on a decade ago over to a Danganronpa influenced artstyle, mainly coz I love the juxtaposition of how horrorfic & decadent those games are, yet it looks so cartoony & cute at the same time.)

I quit playing the Pleasure of Pain game he sent to me awhile back where I reached a cutscene that simply said "Japanese politicians" and then they just get randomly shot, ayy lmao. WTH is the point of that?
A lot of cutscenes I make do show politicians who gun each other down but it's usually after scenes of world building dialogue. I'm generally portraying that politicians are just incompetent retards who fail up, simply due to who they're funded by. There's a main general point that I'm trying to get across. Which is, politicians are incompetent without their handlers. Shit look at Trump, that guy said all the right dissident things back when Sheldon Adelson was telling him exactly what to say and do. Ever since Adelson died, all that fat orange blob does is repeat the mainstream GOP narrative coz the fat fuck is fucking clueless without some Jew telling him what to do, lol. The American left has a different problem, the Left's handlers are complete Milennial retards mainly the Soros clan, but not George. (Trump was actually one of George's projects via the Trump Towers but he threw him under the bus which lead to Xi Jinping throwing George under the bus, lol. Xi saw how easily you can be discarded & replaced, so he assumed control for himself within his own sphere of influence.)

The Pleasure n Pain game seemed to be going more for shock horror, rather than actual worldbuilding.
I then reached a point at PnP with some female hostage but I had to shoot some dude in the face? It's just so random.
Now sure he may have been influenced by some of my game trailers where it was presented as random, merely because I was just taking random scenes from the game I was making and forming a trailer out of it.
That's normal, most trailers take scenes out of context. It's just bizarre to see someone actually make a game with a story direction style that's similar to a trailer.
There's zero world building since it's just random shit happening on a screen without context. Which should not be how a Movie/game/novel is written at all.

Not even David Lynch films are as random as Pleasure & Pain. Lynch is basically interpreting the world through an 'As Above, So Below' mentality. That which happens in your mind, is manifested into reality through your actions.
Lynch is somewhat similar to me, he's a Christian but he's heavily influenced by Eastern religions so his interpretation of the world is somewhat Buddhist-like due to his meditation techniques. (meditation is just a method of controlled breathing to focus your mind within the astral plane.)
I wouldn't be shocked at all if Lynch's films were really nothing more than Lynch's own Vision Quests, put into film.
Or at least an influence, since it's quite clear that Lynch's movies were mostly a criticism of the demonic predators who dwell within Hollywood with Twin Peaks, Muholland Drive & Inland Empire all being variations of how Hollywood preys on young womens' desire to be loved. Lost Highway was also about HW, but it's not a similar story as the other three since it's from a male's perspective which is why that plot is far more Mafia-influenced since men generally aren't as bound by instincts as woman are, to seek love from external sources such as the fame that Hollywood could provide you.


A lot of what I write aboout is an allegory about the 1% and the ancient world. Who are the 1%? The Rothschild family who generally compete with each other, and own the entire world even dating back to the ancient world of the Cimmerians & Hyperborean when the planet was filled with giant sequoia tree forests (trees which were as large as mountains.), the world had one giant underground railroad which was actually covered up during the 1800s American Civil War. In fact nearly everything that happened during the mid 1800s up to the mid 1900s which climaxed into the two World Wars, were actually a transition period where our world's Elite bloodlines manipulated the people to destroy our own history via the vehicles of Capitalism, & Communism which existed to destroy those who wished to remain in the Old world, who were the Axis Powers. (Civil war & WW2 both had nothing to fucking do with race. That's just propaganda to cover up how grand planet Earth used to be before it transitioned the tyranny of the Christian church into the modern Cathedral that we currently know as, "The Science".)
Back in the early 1900s, American history books still talked about the Tatarians, and showed maps of the underground railroad. The Southern Westcoast USA still even had their forests intact. I mean actual forests, of mountain-sized trees that were big enough to build entire human-civilizations on top of.
That's why our forests no longer exist, our world elites have a depopulation agenda so they've manipulated the planet via our own greed (capitalism) into destroying our own civilizations.
We're currently seeing another historical-amnesia event undergoing right now with this Corona hysteria where we've outright deleted what the medical term Corona actually means (It's a medical term that's used to refer to the common cold, but now that's considered a conspiracy theory when it's the actual definition from medical lexicon.), and we have completely rewritten the meaning of vaccines, as well as what a Man & a Woman are.



That's the main difference between the games I was making, and what NoAcepttance was doing.
I was never writing a personal surreal story about some mere human.
I wrote the conflict's origins as a mere heterosexual couple's squabble coz all conflicts within our world begin & end with a woman.
Even mankind's fall from grace, happened due to a woman. Otherwise known as Eve from the garden of Eden, who in turn was manipulated by the Snake, whom the Christians generally identify as the Lightbringer, Lucifer but imo the snake was actually Sophia of the Greeks who wanted humanity to pursue wisdom.
http://www.metaphysicspirit.com/books/P ... lation.pdf


That's another thing that annoys me. Xed himself will constantly use occult mind-frames & even directly reference occult memetics, but everyone around here (except for myself) seems to believe he's speaking in metaphor or something ayy lmao. When he's actually tapping into a hidden pool of knowledge & possibly just boost-signaling to others who are in the know, such as myself who can understand what he writes at a different level than most of you do. Mainly coz I too am well versed within the hidden knowledge of a forgotten world (which is our damn prison planet that we dwell within.) but I delve way more into the surrealistic aspects while Xed seems to be more of an historian of what has been written about our (as in human civilization's) past.

Just saying, why the fuck is it, that what I write & make get grouped up with NoAcceptance's productions when we're clearly going for completely different directions? I have a writing style that's similar to 1960s-early 2000s entertainment (which would include Killer7.) which acts as soft-disclosure for what the world actually is. Nothing but a fake puppetry where people auction themselves to play roles within a grand play that they call politics.

Politics as it is actually practiced within the world stage is just an overly complicated process, which is convoluted by design to confuse & break down humanity's collective will & their own rights to godhood, into an acquiescence of the world elite's under the guise of "I'm from the Government, I'm here to help."

In that original COW build I had, I even named the main antagonistic forced as the USOA, the United States of Acquiescence as a parody of what the USA actually is. Funny thing is though, not even I could've ever guessed that the USA would eventually devolve to what it is now. I just assumed that the USA was going to devalue the worth of everything via communism to push forth a Fascistic One-world rule.
It turns out that the real life USA is something that isn't worth to be feared at all, because the citizens of the USA are completely controlled by their sexual libidos, so the United States of Acquiescence of modern 2020s USA, is actually a world where they militant force you into agreeing with the USA, that a biological Male can indeed become a Woman if we all collectively understand that she/her/they

here is indeed a physical & psychological woman, due to its pronouns of 'her, she, they, them' which actually acts as an inverted evoking process to will into reality, the gender-pronoun monstrosity's true desires.
It's actually an inverted comprehension of how the occult works, and it actually doesn't work.
Real world 2020's USOA (United States of Acquiescence) is actually a false prophet, delivering dreams to the masses (that they can indeed become the beautiful anime woman that they always knew they were, deep down... AYYY LMAO!) which can never truly manifest into reality.

This malformed incorrect process of occultism that these wackos are using seems to be a form of Satanism (worship of the self), where they invert or turn everything upside down as the end-results of their overall philosophical outlook.
True occultists understand that they may only borrow or redirect energies to from the living organism known as Earth. Even that game Final Fantasy VII somewhat mentions this. FFVII itself was actually an occult story, but for some reason the average American seems to think of it as environmentalism)
FF VII's interpretation of their world is exactly what happened to our world. We destroyed our planet a long ass time ago, and live on top of a post-apocalyptic wasteland otherwise known as Metropolitian Modernity which exists to kill off & siphon everything that was natural about our planet, to fuel & empower those that we call the 1%.
FFVII also mentioned that, but they used Shinra as an analog to the 1% Bloodline. Even the character Sephiroth is a fairly accurate representation of the coming calamity that we as a civilization have invited towards us, due to how much we have defiled Gaea/Earth, and treated her like a damn used up whore. Sephiroth within the Final Faggotry game was represented as a Meteor that destroys their planet, similar to what happened to the dinosaurs.
The Sephiroth analog is merely a story device used to represent the idea that we, the human race invite evil in to our hearts to fulfill base carnal desires.
Lynch also represented this through the Mystery Man of Lost Highway & the Cowboy of Mullholand Drive. (IMO they're speaking to Archons.)



In 2020s Earth, our real life Sephiroth equivalent is most likely technology. More-so our direction towards trans-humanism which have led us toward the process of building robots. Our real life Seph-event will most likely come in the form of robotic AI which would only invite Archons to inhabit the physical bodies of humanoid machines that we've unintentionally created for them. LOL! That's humanity for ya, we're dumb as fuck, constantly being led astray by our own insecurities & inner-desires of the material world.


Even in an early 2000s build of that COW game of this thread's name,
The Whore was called Jezebel who in part is meant to be the subverted form of Jezebel from biblical lore. (extremely subverted, she has huge tits & nipple pierces and wears her hair like Persona 4's Rise or Doja-cat and this was way back before either of the two even existed. My character was actually influenced by Planescapes Lady of Pain.)
In that she first appears to have the same exact intentions as the Biblical Jezebel but is later revealed to be the Whore of Reason. Whore AKA one who relinquishes their true will for the benefit of others.
The whore of Citadel of the Whore was merely a physical-representative for mankind's clash of ideas and how only one philosophy may survive to influence & create the world, post-apocalypse.
(In an intro for one of the trailers & uploaded a longass time ago to that 2ill trailer, I actually depicted a scene where a previous incarnation of the whore destroyed the planet & rebirthed it based off of the previous civilization's main Reason/Philosophy)

Apocalypse= The unveiling or beyond the veil.
I use a lot of occult thematics within my writing, because that's all the occult is. The forgotten history of our world.

[Noacceptance772]

Why the fuck are you retards talking about Pleasure of Pain as if it has anything at all to do with the games I was making? LOL whatever. It actually should be a thread about underground games in general. I don't like the term indie, it draws to mind those who merely replicate mainstream games but with an independent budget.

A lot of people used to assume that Apnp had something to do with your game which also irked me, because as you mentioned, when people kept mistaking us for each other, it made you less and less likely to release anything.

I'm glad I have not released anything since that first APnP release because I can't even get myself to open the projects without feeling some painful embarassment, especially back when I crashed and couldn't string much together anymore.

Part of the reason why I still haven't released shit is because I've always had more of an action game mentality anyway. I focus more on the actual gameplay aspects, rather than the story. The problem is that rpgmaker 2003 shit glitches out & crashes all the time if you don't use the default numerical values for the battle system, so it becomes a long revolving door process where you have to keep playtesting to make sure the fucking thing works. To the point I just gave up. I''ll just connect the maps and release it as is so I can finally rid myself of that fucking Citadel whore game. I'll just try to make sure that it's stable enough so that it doesn't crash, that much. lol.
I already use an action game build for Rpgmaker MV, but that Pixel Gamer thang seems better since I can instantly include two players and map out the controls. I have no fucking idea how to map controls on rpgmaker at all.

A lot of your games were killed by that glitch, weren't they? Especially Tabliod queen. Apparently this has to do with the DB files getting corrupted. I had this happen to a loooong map tree I had a long time ago and made me want to give up back then. I think this was 2015/16 when this happened.
Not gonna lie, Citadel of the Whore was cool as fuck. I wish we coulda seen what it would have become if it were ever finished. One thing I caught couple of years ago and held onto was the banner for "Killer7: Whore of Bedlam" which I think was the first concept for what you were coming up with before the SANA-GI games.
The first half was the Killer7 "dream" and the other was the Daydream game but with a recruitment and a Law and Order factions thing going on according to you.

As I offered before, if you need a hand to help you stitch things together, I can help you. I've dropped out of the indie game scene anyways due to how annoying and confusing things got.

Also, sorry for always asking about music but the Golden Axe RPG you once were working on, there was a song that played at the commencing of the second battle (post dialogue) and I can't find it for the life of me.
I'd love to listen to it if you remember it!

I find it funny how a lot of Japan's legendary Strategy & Rpg figures, can't seem to land a job in mainstream Japanese game development after they've been 'released'.
Hironobu Sakaguchi, Cozy Okada, Yasumi Matsuno, Shuzo Kaga, Yoshitaka Murayama, etc.

What's amusing is that these motherfuckers are responsible for some of the best writing that I've ever seen within video games but they're treated like persona non grata for some reason. I'm guessing it's coz their games contained way too much forgotten knowledge aka Occult of a forgotten world, which is our planet. So there may have been some kind of decree from the powers that be, to eliminate these men from their once influential positions. I only think this is true of Sakaguchi & Okada. Kaga honestly didn't fit with the family friendly mantra of early 90s Nintendo. Matsuno & Murayama were never as influential as the Gooch. Okada's games are just so occult to its very core that it would've no doubt caught the attention of our world's controllers, who try to erase all history of the previous deluge.

Didn't you mention something happening to Odaka a couple years back? Like him going missing or something?
When I talk with people about the old Persona and SMT games, the only name they know is Satomi Tadashi.

I'm glad that you said it. Which is why I completely ignored PnP when someone else mentioned your game in this thread. I wasn't going to say anything nice about your game at all, lol. You already know, I talked shit to you back when you first showed me your game. You were just a teen back then, and that past you is not who you are now. I'll explain later within this post why our games have nothing to do with each other. I write soft-disclosure Allegory which I represent as a hierarchal reality of the Astral & Physical plane, not unlike what David Lynch does with his own movies.
You seem much more focused on Identity, and a loss of self. Otherwise known as Psychological Trauma. Which yes, is a concept that's somewhat explored within Lynch-style 'surrealism', but it's actually a shallower comprehension of what's being represented within Lynch's style of visual story telling.

Of course, I remember some of the discourse we had and I could never wrap my inexperienced-in-anything head around why my shit sucked soooooo much ass. Your games were a lot more different than the very surface-level shit I had going on.

Even my last project was about kinda the same topics; Identity and loss of self but not as much. The protagonists tossed themselves aside for their goals. And not in the sense that it focuses on what the protags want only. Eden is recruited by an organisation that disguises itself as this pinnacle of crime-fighting helping solve unsolved crimes and fight dangerous crime in other countries but espionage and political-meddling to give the US a strong hold in those countries are their main goal. Eden struggles with his true self, an obnoxious, violent and blood-thirsty (but smart) Aussie criminal "reformed" into a detective and Sylvia is like a serial killer with control issues disguising her actions with justice.
Another part that was going on was the spiritual and self-aspect of losing one's self, death, the world around us and the ones who control the world moulding it in their hand because there's nothing more an entity can do when they gain the entire world but play with it.
How would Eden and Sylvia process what is going on?
What "Growth" will you see their spirits take?
However there was another thing going on where or some reason Japanese politics were being handled like surface-level US political discourse. None of it seems Japanese but I was more making a statement about how Politics here in the West is all about making sides and mortal enemies and has kind of become fucking insane by that point. Like you mention later in your post, there's "puppetry" going on and not many people deny it now but a lot of people don't understand that they're having their emotions toyed with and are becoming puppets themselves...
I mean this shit is even here in the UK now. Brexit divided the country like never before.
Now that Brexit has been accomplished, a lot is changing and for now, doesn't seem to be changing for the better. Our Govt is a rich-kids club, our store shelves have become muuuch smaller on international produce.
Our import taxes. Holy. Fucking. Shit.

What Lynch's films seem to represent in my opinion is how we are spiritual beings bound by a physical shell, otherwise known as the human body. Lynch's films operate off of an occultist understanding of the world which is The Physical plane, Ethereal Plane, The Astral plane, The Mental plane & the Godhead, but are completely blinded to it, due to our materialistic blinders which translate our visual & mental processes via the Astral plane into a physical canonical translation of reality via the Physical plane which can be best observed & recorded by multiple parties as the official history of events.
What Lynch's films always try to show to you is that our personal journey mostly occurs within the mind, a domain of gods, that's constantly being manipulated by demons via the physical world which in turn affect the mind.
Lynch has never confirmed or denied any of this shit, but I bet you he'd be really interested in what you have to say about his movies, merely due to how you're not representing to him, a mere physical/materialist perception of his movies that he's no doubt heard millions of times. OH derp, his movies "are all just imaginary psychological dysfunction from the brain."
No, that's a materialistic-biased translation of what Lynch's movies are, generally made by those who live only to consume the products of the Beast (AKA the Big SixSixSix corporations), but have undergone zero spiritual journey at all.
In order to truly 'get' Lynch's films, you have to let go of materialism and stop assigning worth of what you see to be of equal to the value of how they would've been calculated in a consoomerist mental mind-frame.

I've seen some people analyse Mulholland drive as the psychological journey of Diane as a jilted lover and for quite a while I thought so too but I've seen someone analyse it as a telling about the "casting couch" in Hollywood and the abuse or power that takes part there and the death of dreams dreamed up by the up and coming or wannabe actors and actresses. What's under the surface of the glitz and glamour.

The dialogue is very awkward for a reason, it's conveying to you that it's a physical reality undergoing the process of being translated into the ethereal until it eventually makes its way up to the Godhead, manifestation of reality.
The game Killer7 seems to also process reality in a similar way, via the Harman & Kun Lan characters, who are really just avatars of Godhood who influence everything, through the channels of our mind.

Now this is some shit I want to see someone pull off in a modern IP, and by this, I mean I desperately want something like this and have always been intruiged by this journey into what is deeper than what we see which is why I loved your shit so much.
It made me think and inquire about what in the goddamn is going on how to process it. This is also why I am the kind of person who clashed with authority figures or to be told what's going or what's the truth on from one person or one entity.

I bring up Lynch since you (NoAcceptance) & I both are heavily influenced by Lynch.
What is 772? Is that numerology or just some random number like VegataMasta69 or something?

When I first tried Lynch (Mulholland drive then Twin Peaks) was when I was influenced by him. Before that I was trying to find meaning in the media I consumed, especially animes, and the things that boiled inside me, growing up as a silent, ignored kid in a turbulent household. The part in ApnP where the protagonist is trying to deal with the psychological trauma of her upbringing and killing her innocent brother when standing up to her parents is obviously based on living in a crazy and abusive household with a Schizophrenic mother who regularly got lost in her head and delusions.

I made the Noacceptance772 account when I was 15 and still sheltered. It is obviously random.
I wanted to make a Youtube account but didn't have a name for it but I noticed the name of a picture I was looking at "Killjoy_772" and I saw "Acceptance of our terms and service" in the corner of my eye and the name came to me. God, I thought I was so original for doing that LOL!!

I think there is actually some released version of Asylum of Pleasure and Pain still floating around on the internet, but if you want to wash your hand off it, well, your absolutely in your right to do so. Still though, would be cool to see one of your projects finished. There has never been a better time to make off beat, extremely personal indie rpgs than now.

Citadel of the Whore/Daydream Cafe/Angel Heights or whatever the fuck it's called now was never meant to be extremely personal. It just depicted the world that we actually live in (a world that's completely build upon lies, on top of lies.), through a consistent mish mash of Astral, Ethereal & Physical reality. It tries to meld all perceptions of our higher self, at once. Not unlike a Lynch film, which is why it appears 'surreal'.
I really don't like how Acepttance's games get grouped up with mine when he's a large reason as to why I never completed those games coz he'd rip off my visual style (Both of his games look like complete rip offs of games I was making.), but his writing just isn't up to par. I ain't insulting you Acceptance. We cool, We cool. Everything I'm about to say is just an appraisal of work you've done a decades ago. This does not reflect who you are now. I don't even bother with that gothic artstyle that I used to have, coz I can never compete with your version of a similar artstyle that I once used. (I've moved on a decade ago over to a Danganronpa influenced artstyle, mainly coz I love the juxtaposition of how horrorfic & decadent those games are, yet it looks so cartoony & cute at the same time.)

I quit playing the Pleasure of Pain game he sent to me awhile back where I reached a cutscene that simply said "Japanese politicians" and then they just get randomly shot, ayy lmao. WTH is the point of that?
A lot of cutscenes I make do show politicians who gun each other down but it's usually after scenes of world building dialogue. I'm generally portraying that politicians are just incompetent retards who fail up, simply due to who they're funded by. There's a main general point that I'm trying to get across. Which is, politicians are incompetent without their handlers.

The Pleasure n Pain game seemed to be going more for shock horror, rather than actual worldbuilding.
I then reached a point at PnP with some female hostage but I had to shoot some dude in the face? It's just so random.
Now sure he may have been influenced by some of my game trailers where it was presented as random, merely because I was just taking random scenes from the game I was making and forming a trailer out of it.
That's normal, most trailers take scenes out of context. It's just bizarre to see someone actually make a game with a story direction style that's similar to a trailer.
There's zero world building since it's just random shit happening on a screen without context. Which should not be how a Movie/game/novel is written at all.

I absolutely want to wash my hands of those games. Those embarassing games, especially the ones that came after the first Apnp and before Lover's Final Ballad were almost completely major brainfarts because I had severe writer's block going on and instead I made the terrible decision to just throw up whatever I could all over everything.
And as we all know, that kind of thing doesn't ever work out well.


I still do remember what I was thinking of when I made that scene where the politicians were shot but I didn't think much into that either. I was using the whole WW2 thing between the US and Japan as an inspiration for what happened in the game but now I ask myself, why Japan? the US doesn't have beef with them at all anymore so it was certainly a bad choice. I could have picked any other country for the beef but I chose Japan.
Basically: the politicians are shot up by cultists trying to ressurect an ancient god and this crime was used to put a false lead on the actions of the cultists since their crimes were already landing on the radar of the police. At the same time, the two gangsters you play as were hired to do something, I don't remember at all but they become the main scapegoats for what happened and instead of trying to stop the cultists, the player is supposed to escape this mess but random shit commence, people become monsters because the ritual is almost a success but everything returns to normal by the fall of day but the two guys you play as are killed at the end because they were mistook for the ones behind the shooting up of the visiting politicians.
OBVIOUSLY, I everything so poorly.

Not even David Lynch films are as random as Pleasure & Pain. Lynch is basically interpreting the world through an 'As Above, So Below' mentality. That which happens in your mind, is manifested into reality through your actions.

If he were anything like I was, he'd be laughed out of cinemas not revered LMAO.

Lynch is somewhat similar to me, he's a Christian but he's heavily influenced by Eastern religions so his interpretation of the world is somewhat Buddhist-like due to his meditation techniques. (meditation is just a method of controlled breathing to focus your mind within the astral plane.)
I wouldn't be shocked at all if Lynch's films were really nothing more than Lynch's own Vision Quests, put into film.
Or at least an influence, since it's quite clear that Lynch's movies were mostly a criticism of the demonic predators who dwell within Hollywood with Twin Peaks, Muholland Drive & Inland Empire all being variations of how Hollywood preys on young womens' desire to be loved. Lost Highway was also about HW, but it's not a similar story as the other three since it's from a male's perspective which is why that plot is far more Mafia-influenced since men generally aren't as bound by instincts as woman are, to seek love from external sources such as the fame that Hollywood could provide you.

Oh so you kinda do agree with the Holywood take.
What I wanna personally know is your usage of "demonic predators". Because lately a lot of people seem to be espousing brainless bullshit about Illuminati this, Satanic sacrifice that, etc. so I'm wondering what your takes on these things are.

A lot of what I write aboout is an allegory about the 1% and the ancient world. Who are the 1%? The Rothschild family who generally compete with each other, and own the entire world even dating back to the ancient world of the Cimmerians & Hyperborean when the planet was filled with giant sequoia tree forests (trees which were as large as mountains.), the world had one giant underground railroad which was actually covered up during the 1800s American Civil War. In fact nearly everything that happened during the mid 1800s up to the mid 1900s which climaxed into the two World Wars, were actually a transition period where our world's Elite bloodlines manipulated the people to destroy our own history via the vehicles of Capitalism, & Communism which existed to destroy those who wished to remain in the Old world, who were the Axis Powers. (Civil war & WW2 both had nothing to fucking do with race. That's just propaganda to cover up how grand planet Earth used to be before it transitioned the tyranny of the Christian church into the modern Cathedral that we currently know as, "The Science".)
Back in the early 1900s, American history books still talked about the Tatarians, and showed maps of the underground railroad. The Southern Westcoast USA still even had their forests intact. I mean actual forests, of mountain-sized trees that were big enough to build entire human-civilizations on top of.
That's why our forests no longer exist, our world elites have a depopulation agenda so they've manipulated the planet via our own greed (capitalism) into destroying our own civilizations.
We're currently seeing another historical-amnesia event undergoing right now with this Corona hysteria where we've outright deleted what the medical term Corona actually means (It's a medical term that's used to refer to the common cold, but now that's considered a conspiracy theory when it's the actual definition from medical lexicon.), and we have completely rewritten the meaning of vaccines, as well as what a Man & a Woman are.


Politics as it is actually practiced within the world stage is just an overly complicated process, which is convoluted by design to confuse & break down humanity's collective will & their own rights to godhood, into an acquiescence of the world elite's under the guise of "I'm from the Government, I'm here to help."

In that original COW build I had, I even named the main antagonistic forced as the USOA, the United States of Acquiescence as a parody of what the USA actually is. Funny thing is though, not even I could've ever guessed that the USA would eventually devolve to what it is now. I just assumed that the USA was going to devalue the worth of everything via communism to push forth a Fascistic One-world rule.
It turns out that the real life USA is something that isn't worth to be feared at all, because the citizens of the USA are completely controlled by their sexual libidos, so the United States of Acquiescence of modern 2020s USA, is actually a world where they militant force you into agreeing with the USA, that a biological Male can indeed become a Woman if we all collectively understand that she/her/they

here is indeed a physical & psychological woman, due to its pronouns of 'her, she, they, them' which actually acts as an inverted evoking process to will into reality, the gender-pronoun monstrosity's true desires.


Even in an early 2000s build of that COW game of this thread's name,
The Whore was called Jezebel who in part is meant to be the subverted form of Jezebel from biblical lore. (extremely subverted, she has huge tits & nipple pierces and wears her hair like Persona 4's Rise or Doja-cat and this was way back before either of the two even existed. My character was actually influenced by Planescapes Lady of Pain.)
In that she first appears to have the same exact intentions as the Biblical Jezebel but is later revealed to be the Whore of Reason. Whore AKA one who relinquishes their true will for the benefit of others.
The whore of Citadel of the Whore was merely a physical-representative for mankind's clash of ideas and how only one philosophy may survive to influence & create the world, post-apocalypse.
(In an intro for one of the trailers & uploaded a longass time ago to that 2ill trailer, I actually depicted a scene where a previous incarnation of the whore destroyed the planet & rebirthed it based off of the previous civilization's main Reason/Philosophy)

Apocalypse= The unveiling or beyond the veil.
I use a lot of occult thematics within my writing, because that's all the occult is. The forgotten history of our world.

Of course WW2 had nothing to do with Race. The people back then seemed to venerate Hitler, despite what he was doing being so goddamn evil.
1st world countries and governments were adopting eugenics like people rushing for cash flowing out of a malfunctioning ATM.
He only became a problem when he began to attack other countries. otherwise, had he not reached too far, he would have gotten away with it.
Here in the UK, we had our own Hitler and his name was Winston Churchill. Holy shit was this guy evil.
Unlike Hitler, he committed his evil acts without trying to invade the world in the process which is why it is only in this and the last decade that people have realised "Hey, that Churchill guy wasn't very good, was he...?"

I'm not sure what the point of worrying about social change is. How humans conduct themselves socially has been changing since humans existed.
Change is inevitable. I mean you see that at the moment we have fringe movements gaining popularity who yearn for the days of old when things were simpler and when, apparently, "A man was a man and a woman was a woman" but they never seem to acknowledge that things were not perfect, neither "good" back in those days either.
There are also groups asking for radical, unfeasible changes to happen RIGHT NOW or NEVER and that's not how things work either.
Like yeah, I also cringe at that person going "You will call me maam!!" at a poor, underpaid worker but more because she's chewing out someone who acted on his perception of the person right in front of him.

I'm not sure if this person is even an actual trans person or a political ploy made specifically for the "OMG!!! grown men in women's clothes are here to invade YOUR RIGhTS!!" koiond of fear-mongering since a lot of transexxuals I've known or even came across have never been as delusional or ornery as the person in that video. They tend to be under the consensus that they WILL inevitably be called the pronouns they don't identify with anymore. That a lot of them will never look like biological women.
But you know what I am like. I'm kind of a pacifist. I don't want to fight if not me nor others are not directly being hurt by something.
I know for a fact that social change will come someday that I won't like at all and I can only hope I can handle it.
One example of this is in the realm of art.
Nowadays nobody likes the stuff WE used to like.
It is all cartoon art and light, childish and bubbly shit that makes me want to puke.

[Jack]

A lot of people used to assume that Apnp had something to do with your game which also irked me, because as you mentioned, when people kept mistaking us for each other, it made you less and less likely to release anything.

At the time yes, not so much now. Back then I actually had a degree of e-celeb status to maintain, but these days I wouldn't bother releasing anything on any indie game listing since I already have a bad reputation with the likes of them for some reason. My sig is directly referencing something that the Vaha11a dev said about me. He's implying that I'm an incelvirginnerd larping as a Chad. Which is amusing considering my actual real life, supposedly gets canceled out by what a group of Nerds all collectively believe about me, lol. It doesn't matter coz that's just internet. In real life, I'm still treated as a Boss for the most part. If anything girls get freaked out by my age coz I look 20 years younger than my actual age. I'm not quite Tsubaki level yet, but I'm getting there. She was a 25yr old milf back when I was 18 yrs old in Japan.

I'm going straight underground and I'll just release games through Xed's/this site. If any of the games prove to be popular enough, I'll rerelease them through Steam but I'll only do it for the money. The COW game will not be elgible for that, since it relies on far too much 3rd party content and the entire game feels like something that was made & written about a decade or two ago. That's what makes it interesting though, a lot of what I wrote about Ameritard politics is even more true now.

I'm glad I have not released anything since that first APnP release because I can't even get myself to open the projects without feeling some painful embarassment, especially back when I crashed and couldn't string much together anymore.

Weren't you just a kid back then? I don't think it really matters since most people grow up into individuals who are completely different from who they used to be. I'm in a weird place, where I'm exactly the same as I've always been but back then, being me is what made me popular. Whereas being me now is exactly why I'm so hated, ayy lmao.

Before I turned 15, I was an extreme anime videogaming nerd. Then by 16-20 something whatever I became some hardcore Yakuza gangster type, with the Yakuza thing being what made me stand out the most.
Oh wait, from like 19-25 I recall being some kind of Gangster goth when I came back to the States by the time I was 23 yrs old, but that was back when my skin was a pale wuhite hue. So I naturally got along with the Goths and they'd send me invites to goth only clubs & myspace style sites. (LOL goths still existed back in the early 2000s.)
They were mostly White & Asian, but I recall seeing a few Blacks who are as light skinned as you are, in fact I remember this particular Black Goth Chick, always complained how everyone mistakes her for Japanese, AYY LMAO! She went by the name "Bitchface" and she kinda had a Kogal look.
I eventually got darker into the yellowish skin tone that I have now and I moved on, although I have gone back to my occultist ways since then. Except without the big Goth crew that I used to be apart of.

What's hilarious is that we all generally liked the same exact games, Castlevania, Persona/Shin Megami Tensei and a few others that I can't recall. (I think one of them was Romancing Saga/Saga Frontier series)
What was the defining trait? The gothic aesthetics & occultism which were so prevalent in those games.

I think that Suda 51 may have been another one due to Killer7 which actually is very occult since it revolves around the worlds' elite classes, but I highly doubt that Suda's games were a mainstay unlike the other 3. The Saga games aren't that occult (there's a degree of it but not to the same level as SMT.), it just has a gothic aesthetic.

Especially Tomomi's art.


What I love about her art is how everyone is so damn pretty, and dignified.

Even when they're slutted up like 2000s era Barbara, she still retains an aura of regality to her.

It's a type of beauty that I rarely ever see coming out from the USA these days, where everyone and their art all just looks like a dysgenic waste basket.



In the USA, there seems to be some movement which demonizes women who have big tits, and classifies them as dumb bimbos who 'magically' supposedly have never had existed outside of porn (despite how nearly the rest of the world outside of the USA, likes big tits.), Tomomi's art shows that you can be a big breasted woman, and still look highclassed. In fact, they'll look Queenly.

At least the fantasy book version of queen, since real life queens outside of Asia generally look haggard & inbred, AYY LMAO!


Tomomi Kobayashi & Kazuma Kaneko are two of some of the most major influences within my life and overall outlook.

http://shmuplations.com/kobayashikaneko/
It's sad how neither of the two have really been involved with anything gaming related lately. Especially Kaneko. What is that game even allowed to do these days? He's the reason why SMT was occult to begin with, and now it's just slice of life animu bullshit.

A lot of your games were killed by that glitch, weren't they?

No just that game, or any game made on that dreadful RM2k3 program. What I had were plenty of proof of concepts where the only content that was made was filmed in the vid which is the case for Tabloid Queen Kanami & the Golen Axe rpg. Most of those other games such as Daydream Cafe/COW/Sana-Gi/Angel Heights are all just the same exact game, but with a name change coz I can't fucking decide on a name and I'll prob change the name of Angel Heights again since it no longer has a use to me. I called it Angel Heights because it would show up as one of the first games cataloged within an alphabetical ordered game listing.

Regrettably, whatever was shown within those videos aren't guaranteed to make it into the game, because I lost a lot of those scenes back when my pc died. Some of the scenes, were done when that Amarylis chick was the main character, who's not even in the actual game anymore lol. I replaced her with Xed, lol.
I'll prob still show those scenes with the Amarylis character just because it adds even more to the "WTF! this shit doesn't even make sense! Yet I feel strangely intrigued by what I'm seeing." factor.

Especially Tabliod queen. Apparently this has to do with the DB files getting corrupted.

I forgot about that, I kept that crash in the vid coz it was hilarious. Even without that glitch, I doubt I would've kept working on it, because large art assets look fucking ugly in RM2k3. I recall an artist who submitted work to this site, really hated how grainy I made his art look when translated through that program. It seems like an interesting idea to play with again in Rpgmaker MV, since that program can translate HD art fairly well. Plus it's much easier to make a sim type of game through that. I might try to revive that, coz I had a lot of fun writing it. That was easily my favorite characters to write, because it was done in the style of a over the top anime, where they would treat random crap such as cooking or playing poker as apocalyptic end of the world scenarios but in that game's case, it was making fun of how News Broadcasts are nothing but tabloids.

Yet again, I find it amazing how a lot of the shit I was wrting about was so ahead of their time. Although it wasn't. I was just making fun of how American news is nothing but garbage, and I was writing about that back in 2008 or whatever. USA's incompetent journalists are just even more useless & over the top lying now.

I'm only planning two games so far on MV, that Golden Axe Mourning Symphony crap since all of the base assets are already fantasy based. I'm just gonna add more Flat Earth shit to it which is based from the actual game where entire cities are on the back of a turtle or eagles. Golden Axe has awesome lore.

The other one I'm going to try to do an expanded remake on Vazolder AKA Wurm Journey to the Center of the Earth

but I can't decide whether I want to make the land aspects fully over-the-top view like a Zelda game or just make the entire game a side scroller with some rpg cinematics like the original game itself. I have that Action game maker thing which could do an even better job of making an action game but Wurm was never a great action game. It was always more of a cinematic experience for its era of NES gaming.
That's the game that introduced me to Lemuria which my knowledge of grew after I played the Megaten games, lol.

It's funny how it was videogames of all things that got me into Occultism.

I had this happen to a loooong map tree I had a long time ago and made me want to give up back then. I think this was 2015/16 when this happened.
Not gonna lie, Citadel of the Whore was cool as fuck. I wish we coulda seen what it would have become if it were ever finished.

Feel free to recreate it, coz I'm not sure which of that stuff is even making it into the final game. I don't use any of those cool ass banners anymore coz I lost the gfx. That and the perspective I've settled on for that game is that behind the camera Phantasy Star Resident Evil 4 perspective. The assets I'm using is whatever was shown in this thread's vids but even those vids don't represent the final product since I've changed it yet again.

Hopefully I get it done before the new Kirby game comes out. It will come out in a very limited capacity since I won't release it anywhere but this site, and I won't even announce when it comes out. I won't do a vid, advertising or none of that. I'll just post a link to this thread and say it's out and then I'll move on.

One thing I caught couple of years ago and held onto was the banner for "Killer7: Whore of Bedlam" which I think was the first concept for what you were coming up with before the SANA-GI games.
The first half was the Killer7 "dream" and the other was the Daydream game but with a recruitment and a Law and Order factions thing going on according to you.

I don't even remember any of this shit lol. I actually lost a lot of that content so the final game you're getting with COW/Angel Heights is whatever content I still have left.
I am working on making some new content for it, but only to patch together what's already in the game.
The videos I've shown in this thread, actually don't even resemble the final product since I deleted or rearranged a lot of that stuff. The Parrallx report is just extra side missions now, like how Valkyria Chronicles does it.
I realized that I'm so damn lazy that I don't feel like making more content so I'm just using the report crap as bunch of random cutscenes that you see during the game. You're being monitored by cameras all throughout the game so the random cutscenes you see are either video feeds or just random insane shit from within your mind. It's never made clear which it is.

It's still open world.
Open world is actually a crutch in that I can't be arsed to make everything fit together in a logically consistent manner.
Not that it matters, since it did always have a surreal aura to it and it still feels dreamlike.

It's just that there was an actual plot there that made sense, but I'm too fucking lazy to give it the ending that I had planned since that would require more time wasted working on assets when I just want that game done with so I can leave that Rm2k3 shit for good. That system was great during its era, but it's hell to work with in Le Current year.

The new content I'm adding are scenes that lampoon the fuck out of Ruby Ridge. (It'll probably replace the intro tutorial area.)
Considering that I have a dog puppy character named Bucky who seems to be the most highly well received character, but I do need to write him out of the plot. I figure that the best way to write both Bucky & Miku out of the game is parody the fuck out of American politics since the entire game ever since it was first conceived during the late 2000s, was meant to be a mockery of Amerilard politics.

Also, sorry for always asking about music but the Golden Axe RPG you once were working on, there was a song that played at the commencing of the second battle (post dialogue) and I can't find it for the life of me.
I'd love to listen to it if you remember it!

I wouldn't know since I don't watch anything from that channel, and no I won't bother watching it even if you bother to link it.

If I had to guess, it was most likely a Romance of the Three Kingdoms song. Listen to the whole song since I usually cut out the build up and splice each part of the song as their own files since I follow a Fire Emblem Awakening/Fates/3houses approach where the ost is dynamically reacting to the on-screen action.




It's prolly the song that sounds like a Batman theme, ayy lmao.


Mang, ROTK used to be my fave game series of all time but now it's turned into overpriced Mobile gaming Gacha bullshit. The Switch version cost $100 lol.
Funny you mentioned GA, since I do plan to work on that as a MV game. I found the perfect game to rip & edit sprites out of so that it could blend in well with the Revenge of Deathadder sprites, a game called Blandia.
Yeah stupid name, but it has great sprites.

Didn't you mention something happening to Odaka a couple years back? Like him going missing or something?
When I talk with people about the old Persona and SMT games, the only name they know is Satomi Tadashi.

That wasn't me, but I was asked if the Yakuza-related rumors about Okada were true. I said that I don't know, and I have no idea about it because I was part of the Music & Sex industries (Which are the fucking same thing, look at South Korea's Kpop, they're all just highly glamorized prostitutes.)
I don't know anything about any gaming related Yakuza shit, because why would I know? I have nothing to do with the gaming industry. I don't even know anything official about Nintendo who are obviously Yakuza affiliated. I know nothing about Nintendo's actual dealings though. I'm just saying that Yokoi look like he had a hit out on him and Nintendo's Yamauichi, speaks, behaves & acts exactly like a Yakuza.

Even Nintendo's stranglehold on the entire gaming industry during the 80s & 90s looked like textbook Mafia shit. Nintendo was using the same exact tactics that the American Mafia used to use pre-Giuliani era.

Even my last project was about kinda the same topics; Identity and loss of self but not as much. The protagonists tossed themselves aside for their goals. And not in the sense that it focuses on what the protags want only. Eden is recruited by an organisation that disguises itself as this pinnacle of crime-fighting helping solve unsolved crimes and fight dangerous crime in other countries but espionage and political-meddling to give the US a strong hold in those countries are their main goal. Eden struggles with his true self, an obnoxious, violent and blood-thirsty (but smart) Aussie criminal "reformed" into a detective and Sylvia is like a serial killer with control issues disguising her actions with justice.
Another part that was going on was the spiritual and self-aspect of losing one's self, death, the world around us and the ones who control the world moulding it in their hand because there's nothing more an entity can do when they gain the entire world but play with it.
How would Eden and Sylvia process what is going on?
What "Growth" will you see their spirits take?
However there was another thing going on where or some reason Japanese politics were being handled like surface-level US political discourse. None of it seems Japanese but I was more making a statement about how Politics here in the West is all about making sides and mortal enemies and has kind of become fucking insane by that point. Like you mention later in your post, there's "puppetry" going on and not many people deny it now but a lot of people don't understand that they're having their emotions toyed with and are becoming puppets themselves...
I mean this shit is even here in the UK now. Brexit divided the country like never before.
Now that Brexit has been accomplished, a lot is changing and for now, doesn't seem to be changing for the better. Our Govt is a rich-kids club, our store shelves have become muuuch smaller on international produce.
Our import taxes. Holy. Fucking. Shit.

That's interesting stuff. Even the stuff you wrote in your previous post sounded interesting.
I'm just saying that I go for a completely different tone. I focus more on the occult aka hidden knowledge.
You seem to be focusing more on how external influences such as a foreign countries' politics can lead to psychological trauma of both your sense of self, and within your society as a whole.
Which is a damn interesting message. I live in the USA, so I already know just how goddamn divisive their garbage ass politics are. It's amusing how USA's meme-politics (which is what it is. It's not even real.) is even affecting foreign countries.

Honestly your approach has far more potential to reach a global audience. That COW game I'm making originally began as a Killer7 fan project so it's basically stuck as a game that's built around occultism & how it influences your daily lives without even knowing it. So from the start, it never had any hope of being anything but niche.

You also seem to be making fun of American politics just as much as I am, lol.
With good reason, THEY DESERVE TO BE MOCKED! kek.

I've seen some people analyse Mulholland drive as the psychological journey of Diane as a jilted lover and for quite a while I thought so too but I've seen someone analyse it as a telling about the "casting couch" in Hollywood and the abuse or power that takes part there and the death of dreams dreamed up by the up and coming or wannabe actors and actresses. What's under the surface of the glitz and glamour.

It's probably both. I do adhere more to the latter than the former, but I don't really see anything that disproves the jilted lover theory. I just don't believe that it was the main focus since Lynch's films have always made fun of Hollywood, and the fakeness of the dreams that hollywood projects.

There's always a surface level interpretation, and a much more spiritual interpretation within Lynch's works. The two you mentioned seem to be the most prevailing theories. Not that I've ever seen the theories myself. I've seen the jilted lover one plenty of times. Casting Couch? I don't see that theory, if ever but that's exactly what that scene I linked to was. There's even a piece of dialogue where the waiter guy tells the director
"Fine choice my sir" or something to that effect which makes it sound as if he were talking about a delectable dinner. Not a delectable female that you'd like to fuck, lol.

Muholland Drive is filled with scenes & dialogue like that, which don't seem sexual at first glance, but are actually highly sexually charged when you take into account the surrounding imagery & symbolism of the scene.

The dialogue is very awkward for a reason, it's conveying to you that it's a physical reality undergoing the process of being translated into the ethereal until it eventually makes its way up to the Godhead, manifestation of reality.
The game Killer7 seems to also process reality in a similar way, via the Harman & Kun Lan characters, who are really just avatars of Godhood who influence everything, through the channels of our mind.

Now this is some shit I want to see someone pull off in a modern IP, and by this, I mean I desperately want something like this and have always been intruiged by this journey into what is deeper than what we see which is why I loved your shit so much.
It made me think and inquire about what in the goddamn is going on how to process it. This is also why I am the kind of person who clashed with authority figures or to be told what's going or what's the truth on from one person or one entity.

I can't think of anything big budget, but the movie Coherence is a fairly decent start. It's not a spiritual movie by any means.

It's purely scientific or pseudo-science but it's based off of a theory of multiple congruent realities and multiple yous. Which honestly, is not at all that different from what Occultists believe.
They also believe in multiple realities, multiple yous but Occultists believe that you just have one soul which currently inhabits a body of the given realm.

I bring up Lynch since you (NoAcceptance) & I both are heavily influenced by Lynch.
What is 772? Is that numerology or just some random number like VegataMasta69 or something?

When I first tried Lynch (Mulholland drive then Twin Peaks) was when I was influenced by him. Before that I was trying to find meaning in the media I consumed, especially animes, and the things that boiled inside me, growing up as a silent, ignored kid in a turbulent household. The part in ApnP where the protagonist is trying to deal with the psychological trauma of her upbringing and killing her innocent brother when standing up to her parents is obviously based on living in a crazy and abusive household with a Schizophrenic mother who regularly got lost in her head and delusions.

I made the Noacceptance772 account when I was 15 and still sheltered. It is obviously random.
I wanted to make a Youtube account but didn't have a name for it but I noticed the name of a picture I was looking at "Killjoy_772" and I saw "Acceptance of our terms and service" in the corner of my eye and the name came to me. God, I thought I was so original for doing that LOL!!

LOL I honestly thought it was much deeper than that.
722
https://www.sunsigns.org/angel-number-722-meaning/
https://numerologynation.com/angel-number-722/
It makes sense, as motivation "You will win"

I absolutely want to wash my hands of those games. Those embarassing games, especially the ones that came after the first Apnp and before Lover's Final Ballad were almost completely major brainfarts because I had severe writer's block going on and instead I made the terrible decision to just throw up whatever I could all over everything.
And as we all know, that kind of thing doesn't ever work out well.

You can keep the art design though since none of it is making into the cow/ah game. Mainly coz I lost the fucking assets and even I had them, I wouldn't know where to fit them. That "The oral sex of a court Justice system" banner I had was awesome. I lost it but I also have no idea where I would insert them even I still had it.

Not even David Lynch films are as random as Pleasure & Pain. Lynch is basically interpreting the world through an 'As Above, So Below' mentality. That which happens in your mind, is manifested into reality through your actions.

If he were anything like I was, he'd be laughed out of cinemas not revered LMAO.

I don't know, Lynch is laughed at & derided by millions of people (Not that he gives a shit, he's motherfucking David Lynch.) but there's also a large amount of people like most of us at this website who love his movies kek.

Honestly though, I think half of the people who love Lynch's movies, only claim they love it coz a bunch of other people do. They won't be able to psychologically or spiritually break down his works in a logical manner. They'll simply divert to one note meme slogans such as "That's a noice cup of coffe."

Lynch is somewhat similar to me, he's a Christian but he's heavily influenced by Eastern religions so his interpretation of the world is somewhat Buddhist-like due to his meditation techniques. (meditation is just a method of controlled breathing to focus your mind within the astral plane.)
I wouldn't be shocked at all if Lynch's films were really nothing more than Lynch's own Vision Quests, put into film.
Or at least an influence, since it's quite clear that Lynch's movies were mostly a criticism of the demonic predators who dwell within Hollywood with Twin Peaks, Muholland Drive & Inland Empire all being variations of how Hollywood preys on young womens' desire to be loved. Lost Highway was also about HW, but it's not a similar story as the other three since it's from a male's perspective which is why that plot is far more Mafia-influenced since men generally aren't as bound by instincts as woman are, to seek love from external sources such as the fame that Hollywood could provide you.

Oh so you kinda do agree with the Holywood take.
What I wanna personally know is your usage of "demonic predators". Because lately a lot of people seem to be espousing brainless bullshit about Illuminati this, Satanic sacrifice that, etc. so I'm wondering what your takes on these things are.

Look into Gnosticism, and the Archons. Some would call them demons, but I think a more 'sciencey' way to describe them is like the Agents from the original Matrix movies. Their only purpose is to bring you back to their manufactured reality, to keep you enslaved to materialism, and all things Earthly.
Our money is fake, the only reason why we think it's real is because our governments will punish us through the use of lethal force. The same exact reason why we think the government is real. It's not the systems that are real, is the threat of violent force that's real and justifies the entire process.

The Illuminati were just scholars who wish to preserve knowledge of Science away from the Catholic church for the most par.
There is an actual 'Satanic' cult but Satanic and Luciferian are two different things.
Satanists are just roleplaying larpers who worship themselves. Some of them try to buy into the Luciferian main 13 bloodline factions but it's rare. My oldest bro who looks like a much larger version of me, was a Satanist, before he shot his own head off. He was not Luciferian at all. He really was just larping as most metalheads do. (He was part of the band, Vital Remains.)
If you told him about the Luciferian cult, I doubt he'd believe it since he'd assume that they were larping too.


Luciferians are the fabled 1% who own everything, and are richer than everyone because they're the ones who completely fabricated our entire monetary & governmental systems. If you have social security? They own you. If you have a Vax Pass, they own you. Everything you make, they take a large cut of.
A lot of people think that this is just the government, which is half true. They are the government but politicians are their avatars to be used as vehicles for their personal interests.
Our use of their monetary systems is like a form of worship which empowers their Earthly God Lucifer, which on American money is even referenced as "In God We Trust"
They never fucking tell you which fucking god though, lol.

As naft as you may think this is, Demons do actually exist. (The Shin Megami Tensei games correctly depict them as digital, coz they're not made of matter, they're spiritual which can be translated into digital code.)
During the Nam, the American military had to recall their infra-red goggles because it used to project images in all red somewhat similar to a VirtualBoy. (Virtualboy emits shades of Red & Black though, not differing shades of blood red.)
What happened is that these all red, infra-red goggles allowed them to see 'demonic' entities from a different plane of reality which caused a lot of American soldiers to attack each other, or shoot at nothing because the goggles were showing to them, things that don't exist. Or at least things, that we can't perceive through the naked eye. (That's how I explain demons in my game, the hybridrization where several congruent realities become one.)


The problem really is that American Christianity is actually anti-Christian and even anti-spirituality. Nearly everything they believe is just an inversion of occultic knowledge & belief systems. So what they deem as demonic, is really just Archons. Demons themselves can be anything really, it doesn't have to be an evil force. Like how SMT depicts it, where even Angels are classified as demons.

I operate off of the logic of, if our world's rulers believe in this shit, then I have to do what I can to protect myself from them, who enact their course of action via the government & media. It doesn't matter whether I believe in this 'demon', spiritual bullshit or not, because the people who control all the money seem to believe it and their actions which may have been based off of delusions, have real consequences & the aftermath of said actions have a 100% effect on all of us.
If you're wearing a mask right now just to go outside, that was their doing.
China already planned a virus attack 20 something years ago.
https://jrnyquist.blog/2019/09/11/the-s ... i-haotian/
(One of the 13 families is Chinese. I make some mention about it at the dream thread & the GHM CCP thread.)

Of course WW2 had nothing to do with Race. The people back then seemed to venerate Hitler, despite what he was doing being so goddamn evil.
1st world countries and governments were adopting eugenics like people rushing for cash flowing out of a malfunctioning ATM.
He only became a problem when he began to attack other countries. otherwise, had he not reached too far, he would have gotten away with it.
Here in the UK, we had our own Hitler and his name was Winston Churchill. Holy shit was this guy evil.
Unlike Hitler, he committed his evil acts without trying to invade the world in the process which is why it is only in this and the last decade that people have realised "Hey, that Churchill guy wasn't very good, was he...?"

I'm not sure what the point of worrying about social change is. How humans conduct themselves socially has been changing since humans existed.

It depends on the culture. Japan stayed mostly the same ever since they first existed with the main difference is that they were originally a culture that was led by women. Then for a time they became a Warrior-caste culture, up to where they are now, where they're basically a mercantile tribe like the Chinese or the Jews.
Overall the gender roles were mostly the same, where the man is treated like an expendable pawn, and the woman is showered with the bounties & resources of your labor.

People like to point out how sexist Japan is due to how unashamed they are of depictions of sexy & most of the time, naked women, without even realizing that it's a tradeoff. Women have so much power & influence within the Jap household that the least they can do is lay out some incentives for the continued social contract.
Although most married couples don't even fuck each other, they just fuck other people and it's generally known between the husband & wife so long as those other people are just viewed as toys for the most part.

I tried arguing against your point, but It seems that I proved it coz Japan started off as a country of Strong women, and in the modern era it has went back to women dominating over men, but for a period of time during the Samurai era, women used to have very low social value. Unlike in the ancient past and modern-day Japan.

There are also groups asking for radical, unfeasible changes to happen RIGHT NOW or NEVER and that's not how things work either.
Like yeah, I also cringe at that person going "You will call me maam!!" at a poor, underpaid worker but more because she's chewing out someone who acted on his perception of the person right in front of him.

I'm not sure if this person is even an actual trans person or a political ploy made specifically for the "OMG!!! grown men in women's clothes are here to invade YOUR RIGhTS!!" koiond of fear-mongering since a lot of transexxuals I've known or even came across have never been as delusional or ornery as the person in that video. They tend to be under the consensus that they WILL inevitably be called the pronouns they don't identify with anymore. That a lot of them will never look like biological women.

The funny thing, I don't even have a problem with actual trannies since Asia is filled with them. In Asia, they're labeled as either their biological sex or the 3rd gender and then people just move on.
In Thailand, you won't be required to perform military service if you can conceivably prove that you're 3rd gender.
In Asia, people like this dude are normal and are even celebrated.


I don't have a problem with it though, because they're (The Transgenders from Asia) not trying to erase me unlike in the USA where their tranny movement is both trying to erase the identity & cultures of traditional women and traditional men.
This falls back to the whole Luciferian cult & Baphomet who is both genders. It's basically the machinations of our government, empowering their God.

That's where they get you, they socially engineer the populace into disbelieving all matters of spirituality yet at the same time they have no problem with asserting their spiritual beliefs on to you and the populace as a whole, but they'll try to disguise it as either 'science' or 'civic-politics'.
It's kinda like how Israel always preaches about the virtues of Multiculturalism when amongst the Europeans & Americans, but they want nothing but Ethnic Nationalism within their own country.
You don't see them doing that shit to China or Japan, coz gooks will just ignore them.
Well actually there has been a slight movement of such within Japan, amongst some Jewish authors that I've once praised, but they'll remain nameless, fuck them.

One example of this is in the realm of art.
Nowadays nobody likes the stuff WE used to like.
It is all cartoon art and light, childish and bubbly shit that makes me want to puke.

I hate that shit too, but it's still better than a woman's period blood being passed off as art, lol. Cartoony shit is cool when pulled off like Danganronpa which is a very dark story, masquerading as little kiddy shit.
What I hate is when properties used to have an edge to it like 90s era Battletoads vs 2020s Battletoads.
While I think this is party due to social engineering, I think the main factor is modern day artists just don't know how to draw at all. It's a worldwide problem since even a lot of game devs have mentioned that they just don't have the artists necessary to sprite games at the same level that they used to be back in the 90s.

Castlevania's Iga & the Monster World crew have mentioned this. Which is kinda funny, considering that the lead animation from video gaming seems to come from Euro indie devhouses these days such is the case for Streets of Rage 4 & Monsterboy. Sure their style of art may bot be as good as the Japanese 90s era, but it's still way better than that talentless cal-arts shit which permeates modern-day art.

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That shit seems good to me.
Kaga, the original creator of Fire Emblem actually made a game using that devkit.

I never meant to say that it was bad, just that it wasn't right for what I'm planning to make. I might actually send you a PM telling you exactly what I have in mind so you can suggest a better platform since you have much more experience than I do.
I'm not gonna post anything about it in public, because my project actually is quite personal, although it is mostly about non-personal political manouvering. I'll let you guess what I mean by that lol.

Notice how Blue Velvet completely revolves around the desire for a woman, and a battle with crime syndicates which surround this woman. These objectives are materialistic in nature. Twin Peak's guy desires the love of that woman. The Mobsters only view her as a profitable service or merchandise.

Lynch's films, Twin Peaks Fire Walk With Me, Lost Highway, Mulholland Drive, & Inland Empire are all following a similar story as Blue Velvet but the aforementioned 4 go beyond the materialistic, and into the domain of the mind.
Some people interpret Lynch's post-Blue Velvet movies as purely psychological. Which I believe is an incorrect assertion of Lynch's films. Not that Lynch would confirm or dispute you since his visions seem to be very close to him, and doesn't want to have his own interpretation to be ruined or sullied by an 'official' canonical chronology of his movies' events.

Psychology is a superficial understaing of the domain of the mind which mostly originated from Freud's theories. (That's not to say that that modern psychology still entirely relies or is based on Freud's writing. Just that in my opinion, it is based on faulty foundations.)
I find Jung's theories to be a lot more rapresentative of reality but unfortunately we live under a cult that posits that everything before the last 20 years was a conspiracy theory (while calling everyone else a conspiracy theorist) hiding the basic reality that there's no structure to anything, and everything happens at random.
I don't think the psychological interpretation of Lynch's work is wrong. In fact, it is mostly correct, but it is the most superficial understanding of his work, and you need to do nothing more than look up interviews & behind the scenes footage to know what Lynch thinks about that. He considers Eraserhead to be a highly spiritual movie. Is the interpretation of Eraserhead as a pastiche of the feelings fatherood in the american industrialist system wrong? Of course not, it's right there in the visual storytelling, but there's so much more to the movie, just like there's so much more to life.

What Lynch's films seem to represent in my opinion is how we are spiritual beings bound by a physical shell, otherwise known as the human body. Lynch's films operate off of an occultist understanding of the world which is The Physical plane, Ethereal Plane, The Astral plane, The Mental plane & the Godhead, but are completely blinded to it, due to our materialistic blinders which translate our visual & mental processes via the Astral plane into a physical canonical translation of reality via the Physical plane which can be best observed & recorded by multiple parties as the official history of events.
What Lynch's films always try to show to you is that our personal journey mostly occurs within the mind, a domain of gods, that's constantly being manipulated by demons via the physical world which in turn affect the mind.

It kind of weirds me out when you describe that as Occult (not that you're wrong. It is Occult in the sense that it is hidden.) because when I was growing up, you were required to learn ancient philosophy in highschool, where such a worldview was just taken as the basis of reasoning.
It is absurd to me that just 11 years ago, I was required to know those things in order to pass highschool, while nowadays, you're berated for even conceptualizing those ideas in the first place. I laugh when people scaremonger about the "Great Reset" when it already happened a decade ago, during the Obama era, LOL!
The human soul was completely reset to believe the opposite of what it believed merely days ago. The no-global movement turned into the pro-global movement within a week, because they were told that being no-global was racist. What the fuck else is left to reset?

Lynch has never confirmed or denied any of this shit, but I bet you he'd be really interested in what you have to say about his movies, merely due to how you're not representing to him, a mere physical/materialist perception of his movies that he's no doubt heard millions of times. OH derp, his movies "are all just imaginary psychological dysfunction from the brain."
No, that's a materialistic-biased translation of what Lynch's movies are, generally made by those who live only to consume the products of the Beast (AKA the Big SixSixSix corporations), but have undergone zero spiritual journey at all.
In order to truly 'get' Lynch's films, you have to let go of materialism and stop assigning worth of what you see to be of equal to the value of how they would've been calculated in a consoomerist mental mind-frame.

Which is exactly what you can phisically see by scanning your eyes over the screen when looking at anything David Lynch ever said. He's obviously a very spiritual man to the point where he is able to access a different plane of reality, simply by meditating.
Meditation does not work for me at all so that's his fucking business, but I get uppity like an unbroken buck when I see smear pieces like "David wants to fly", a documentary made by an (ACTUAL LITERAL) cuck German on how David Lynch is supposedly syphoning money for his Transcendental Meditation cult.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Wants_to_Fly
https://fsharetv.co/movie/david-wants-t ... -tt1598782

I've been a fan of David Lynch since I was fucking 11 or 12, when my dad showed me Twin Peaks after spending weeks downloading it from Napster/Emule (official DVD releases were not out at the time). Never have I heard him shill for the transcendental meditation cult philosophy, never have I heard him ask for money, and I've been following his career very closely. That lazy faggot Rake can also tell you because he was active on Lynch's website when it was still up. (I was too but I can't remember shit nearly as well as he does. I only remember his interview series while he was roaming the USA countryside which is unfortunately lost to time.)

That's another thing that annoys me. Xed himself will constantly use occult mind-frames & even directly reference occult memetics, but everyone around here (except for myself) seems to believe he's speaking in metaphor or something ayy lmao. When he's actually tapping into a hidden pool of knowledge & possibly just boost-signaling to others who are in the know, such as myself who can understand what he writes at a different level than most of you do. Mainly coz I too am well versed within the hidden knowledge of a forgotten world (which is our damn prison planet that we dwell within.) but I delve way more into the surrealistic aspects while Xed seems to be more of an historian of what has been written about our (as in human civilization's) past.

I think the different POV comes from the fact that ancient writings are easily available for anyone who is willing to read them here in Italy. Because a lot of it was either written or translated (from greek) during the latin era and subsequently translated in italian.
I never thought of that knowledge as "occult" at all before speaking to you, because it was required material for getting a highschool degree! I am driven fucking insane by this dogshit americanized internet because everyone's living in bizzarro world, where reality did not exist before 2008.
I think the fact that by living in Rome (or in Italy in general) you are constantly exposed to ancient ruins, kind of clues you in to the fact that society existed before your dumb fucking retarded ass.

FFVII itself was actually an occult story, but for some reason the average American seems to think of it as environmentalism

Yeah I wonder who the founders of WWF are and why environmentalism changed its meaning completely lol ahah

A lot of people used to assume that Apnp had something to do with your game which also irked me, because as you mentioned, when people kept mistaking us for each other, it made you less and less likely to release anything.

A lot of people also think that I am Jack and Topdrunkee. Lots of people are retarded. As in they cannot read, and will react to anything long form as being insane, because supposedly "normal" communication occurs over tweets lol.

Didn't you mention something happening to Odaka a couple years back? Like him going missing or something?
When I talk with people about the old Persona and SMT games, the only name they know is Satomi Tadashi.

I actually have an autograph by Cozy/Koji Okada. (I did not get it in person like my Suda51 ones, I bought it second hand, but it was certified.) It's probably not worth shit nowadays since both him and Kaneko have been memoryholed and erased from history completely.
Atlus employees aren't even allowed to mention what happened to Kaneko, his name has been taken off all of his drawings, which I guess are now attributed to noone lol.
Here's an unrelated picture that I swear has nothing to do with anything I'm saying at all

At the time yes, not so much now. Back then I actually had a degree of e-celeb status to maintain, but these days I wouldn't bother releasing anything on any indie game listing since I already have a bad reputation with the likes of them for some reason. My sig is directly referencing something that the Vaha11a dev said about me. He's implying that I'm an incelvirginnerd larping as a Chad. Which is amusing considering my actual real life, supposedly gets canceled out by what a group of Nerds all collectively believe about me, lol. It doesn't matter coz that's just internet. In real life, I'm still treated as a Boss for the most part. If anything girls get freaked out by my age coz I look 20 years younger than my actual age. I'm not quite Tsubaki level yet, but I'm getting there. She was a 25yr old milf back when I was 18 yrs old in Japan.

The entire indie gaming scene is just a tranny mafia where you're legitimately disappeared if you go against groupthink. This game for example had a lot of support behind it, but the devs stopped existing online altogether, because maybe at some point 8 years ago they might have said something that could have been construed as pro-gamergate.


The YIIK devs were thrown under a bus completely just by being friends with Dick Masterson lol

They even put Cuck Mywifeson as a secret NPC in the game but it was so hated, noone even bothered to find him.

Every other even slightly popular modern indie game, is openly pro-mermaids, that is, in favour of "letting kids choose to" get their dicks cut off or their body mutilated in horrifying ways.
https://legacyofgames.com/2021/01/22/th ... 11-hall-a/

https://www.syfy.com/syfy-wire/celestes ... esentation

Which is probably why the Shovel Knight devs, Hotline Miami Devs and Lucas Pope (Papers Please & Obra Dinn dev) disappeared off the map. Not because they are explicitly pro or anti child mutilation, but because it's such a retarded thing to base game development on, I can't see why they'd want to anything to do with it. It's the same reason why I keep thinking of abandoning the internet altogether after I'm done with the website, but unfortunately I am so fucking lazy like a fat fucking american that it's gonna take ages for me to finish it lol.

[Jack]

I might actually send you a PM telling you exactly what I have in mind so you can suggest a better platform since you have much more experience than I do.
I'm not gonna post anything about it in public, because my project actually is quite personal, although it is mostly about non-personal political manouvering. I'll let you guess what I mean by that lol.

I haven't gotten to your old ass pm yet.
Why I think what I do about Kubrick?
I just assumed that he was leaving behind calling cards the same way that a serial killer would.
Sure it doesn't have to be him, but it was obviously a hollywood director who was behind the production. It could've been Stephen Spielberg for all the fuck I know. He already makes WW2 propaganda anyway.

Admiral Byrd's adventures ultimately culminated in nukes being fired into the firmament up above, which didn't make a single dent.
I wrote a bit more about that at the Nintendo thread, since the Shin Megami Tensei games all the way up to Strange Journey & 4 actually seem to revolve around it. SMT games even used to make mention about the firmament, which is like an open secret that the mass public knows fucking nothing about.

What Lynch's films seem to represent in my opinion is how we are spiritual beings bound by a physical shell, otherwise known as the human body. Lynch's films operate off of an occultist understanding of the world which is The Physical plane, Ethereal Plane, The Astral plane, The Mental plane & the Godhead, but are completely blinded to it, due to our materialistic blinders which translate our visual & mental processes via the Astral plane into a physical canonical translation of reality via the Physical plane which can be best observed & recorded by multiple parties as the official history of events.
What Lynch's films always try to show to you is that our personal journey mostly occurs within the mind, a domain of gods, that's constantly being manipulated by demons via the physical world which in turn affect the mind.

It kind of weirds me out when you describe that as Occult (not that you're wrong. It is Occult in the sense that it is hidden.) because when I was growing up, you were required to learn ancient philosophy in highschool, where such a worldview was just taken as the basis of reasoning.
It is absurd to me that just 11 years ago, I was required to know those things in order to pass highschool, while nowadays, you're berated for even conceptualizing those ideas in the first place.

The average American just labels me as insane and they constantly try to get me on meds or therapy. I've been to therapy before. It's fucking retarded. You can just lie about everything and they'll pretend to know what they're talking about, lol. Therapists, has to be the most retarded & fake form or science ever envisioned.
It's funny how you can simultaneously be labeled as insane & smart while living in the USA, I recall during my elementary years that I was recruited into the GATE program but I failed to impress the recruiter (some milf), because my English was fucking garbage and I couldn't understand half the shit she said.
I honestly think that program was some kind of spook groomer bullshit. I've heard conspiracy theories that it's a program that was searching for Jezzzuz Christ or whatever, so they can kill him while he's still a kid, lol.
The funny part was, the reason why I had such good grades as a kid is coz they'd reward us with Pizza parties and we'd get to party with Ninja Turtle cosplayers and shit.
At the time, that seemed awesome. As an adult, I now realize how creepy and groomer that actually was ayyy lmao. Especially once you've learned the hidden meaning behind pizza parties.


I'm actually shocked that this 'occult' shit is just common knowledge in Italy. I have no idea where you can learn about any of this in the USA. I learned of these things through video games, grew up in Japan during my late teens (which has always been a very supernatural land.), and I used to hang out with Goths during my early 20s who were all into ancient world bullshit. (American style quasi-Jap inspired Goths, not those wannabe Gangster type of Goths that originated from England.)
My dad also has a very interesting library of books. Did you know that the Corona Covid 19 virus, is a word for word copycat of a plot from Tom Clancy's Rainbow 6 novel? AYY LMAO! (The newest Rainbow 6 game that just came out is about an alien invasion btw... KEK!)
I read the Book of Enoch through the Fallen Angels book. I also have a compendium of sorts which catalogs every Christcuck figure. I wish I had the demon version.

I've said this many times before but USA history only teaches them about World War 2, The Civil War, and Martin Luther King Jr. This is why nearly every American you've met, always has racial issues & identity on their mind, as if that's what actual real world history revolved around, lol.
I even saw some Kiwifarm posts which accurately derided Dim Fool, who hates public education, but has no problem with constantly repeating the USA's version of 'history' as historical fact.
https://kiwifarms.net/threads/tim-pool.33703/page-204

Tbqh lolberals like Tim are the reason things escalated so quick in the US. Who knew America would turn to shit when you defend and allow those who believe in a ideology americas been fighting since the later 40s and early 50s to spout their beliefs. Tim the nigga who would be extremely against Mccarthyism

Yeah, for all he rags on the public education system, he sure does agree with their interpretation of history.

The most 'spiritual' people you come across in the USA are either hippy newage fucktards who believe in complete fairytale bullshit that masquerades as buddhism or occultism, and Christian fucktards who believe in slave morality, but don't seem to actually recognize that it's slave morality. They (Christards) think it's freedom from tyranny. I even see it happen at the YouArehere podcast, where I'll constantly be shouted down by Catholic Extremists. I honestly had no idea that there were some AmericaLast Catholic movement in the USA until you brought it up. It sounds so fake.

I have never come across an American Christian who didn't identify me as a heretic who must repent by joining their church and giving everything I own to their church, in the name of charity as a form of baptism of sorts. When i've already been baptized since damn near the day I was born, AYY LMAO!

Sure I'm baptized by the Catholic church which as you said are the ones responsible for the complete historical revisionism of the world. To which I add, they even horde the knowledge through libraries that you can't even access without first going through the proper university channels, and you must come preplanned with the titles of books in question to which then you must be accompanied by a priest who will read the fucking book out to you. As if you can't read it yourself LOL!

I recall about 5 years ago that I tried to tell StyxhexenFUCKINGretard about this through a comment and he just laughed at me & and then letter laughed about it during a video, that I think the occult literally means hidden knowledge that's hidden inside of a vault. When it quite literally is.
I've already explained to you through PM just how much of a fraud that faggot is, and he actually just wings it and talks about random boomer shit most of the time.
It's funny coz last year I saw a podcast where a female professor, repeated word for word exactly what I fucking said to Styx in regard to written works that the Church hordes for itself.

She knows about this through experience, because she's done it. AYY LMAO!

I laugh when people scaremonger about the "Great Reset" when it already happened a decade ago, during the Obama era, LOL!
The human soul was completely reset to believe the opposite of what it believed merely days ago. The no-global movement turned into the pro-global movement within a week, because they were told that being no-global was racist. What the fuck else is left to reset?

That's only half right if you only pay attention to what gets passed off as American kulture on the internet & within their tv/movie media. American Leftists have always been Pro Globalism. They've always hated the USA. That has never changed. It probably just became more mainstream during the Obama years due to how most people like John Millius or Mel Gibson have been cancelled from Hollywood. (I really wonder how the hell Sly Stallone avoids that. Unlike Scwharznegger, Stallone has always stayed true to his ideals, for the most part.)

If you mean great reset in regards to economics aka Occupy Wallstreet, sure that was a great reset, but it wasn't a cultural & historical reset. USA was still moving along, feeling as if it were in the same chronological timeline as the 1980s USA and that same timeline persisted up until the 2nd half of 2014.
It's different now, where damn near every housing area around my block has been replaced by Communist style Brutalist Apartment complexes. Which is only going to depreciate the market value of the few houses left within the area, since lower income apartments almost always attract criminal elements.

This is a real cultural Great reset. On top of that, during 2020 & 2021, Ameritards were running around and destroying any statue that they believe was a depiction of a slave owner. AYY LMAO! Nobody thinks about race 24/7 than Americans do. It's funny, coz nobody gave a shit about race during the Ancient world. I brought this up in another thread how royales the world over were all generally regarded as equals. A Japanese samurai could visit Spain or Italy, and they'd be treated like royalty amongst the European peasants, and regarded with about as equal rank of an equivalent local noble. It's amusing coz if you ask an American about world history, they recite this completely bizarro world version of history where everyone was living like kings until White people stole their shit. kek.


In real life (as in actual physical life, not digital or film.) from the 1980s - 2022, it's always been American Conservative news media that's the most popular. This has been true throughout my entire life time, even under Trump & Biden. Gutfeld & Fucker Cuckson completely outrank MNSBC, CNN, ABC, etc. in terms of total viewers & ad revenue. Joe Rogan's podcast gets the most viewers out of everyone, which is why the Corporate establishment hate him. (Funny coz he is establishment. He claims that chemtrails don't exist and other stupid bullshit that only
Big Corpos would tell you.)

That's why there's this weird cultural divide where somehow Communist-alligned views get 89 million votes or whatever to Trumpy's paltry 74 million votes. The labels don't matter, they're both corporatist, but I'm just labeling them what they call themselves to be for the sake of branding,
There's something that's not adding up, because in real life outside of hellholes like WA state, the vast majority of the USA actually is Right leaning. Yet for some reason it's always reported as Leftist. The 2020 electoral map makes no fucking sense at all, if you actually came from the cultures of those supposed states who went Blue.
Such is the case with Nevada, & Arizona.
Nevada gets labeled as Leftist and it supposedly went to Biden, yet damn near everyone I know from the ground level at NV have told me that Nevada actually went to Trump, but it just wasn't reported.
It makes sense to me if it did, because Nevada is nothing like California, Washington, Oregon or New York.
NV is a tourist economy that only gives a shit about people who have money.
Nevada's current mayor is a Leftist though, and whatever she decrees is the reality. She alone can overrule the majority.

Which happens all the time. Californians actually voted against Gay marriage, but it went through anyway coz Californian judges don't give a shit, and will decree their will into reality, wether you like it or not.
The American Cuckservative movement never actually changed up until Trump, but even then that only changed in regards to social politics as they're now more than willing to bring in LGBT, trannies, etc. now. (Contrary to popular belief, the Cuckservative movement has always been multiethnic with the Latinos being the largest non-white group, and the Hispanics/Latinos are an even bigger cuckservative voting-bloc now in 2021/2022 than they were during the Obama years.)


I dunno what to think about Cucker Carlson, coz part of me thinks he's ok since he's actually willing to entertain Monarchism.

Which is more than what I could say for Drumpf & everyone else who are just Liberals who became so 'uncool' to Liberal corporatists that they had to join the Conservative Corporatists, lol.
I don't agree with Yarvin's version of The Monarchy, but it's still way better than what the USA currently has.
(Fascist Corporatism.) LOL the American Right is so retarded that they call Fascism, "Corporate Communism".


I'm just trying to explain that outside of economics, I don't really think there was a Great Reset during Obama. Such a reset, is only true of the American Liberals, who quite honestly don't even have an identity to begin with. American Liberals are just a bunch of Christians who don't even identify as Christians.
It's amusing coz American Conservatives identify as Christian, but there's nothing that's actually Christian about them. There's nothing Christian about wanting to go to war with Brown people, or nuking Iran off the map, lol.
The Cuckservatives have never budged from their nationalist stance. The leaders of the party sure have, but the leaders of the Cuckservative party have only cared for one nation & one nation only, Israel.
Even I fell for the Israel diversionary tactic and I used to blame everything on them, but they're as I said, a diversionary tactic to divert attention from the Megacorpos who fund every side.

I don't think any of this is off topic from the thread although the OP sure as hell never asked for this. The game in question though, was always political and has always criticized American Foreign Diplomacy. The one area that Trump was a king at, (except in the middle east, lol) which was why I wasn't that anti-American during his years and I was even proud of being American for once.

Lynch has never confirmed or denied any of this shit, but I bet you he'd be really interested in what you have to say about his movies, merely due to how you're not representing to him, a mere physical/materialist perception of his movies that he's no doubt heard millions of times. OH derp, his movies "are all just imaginary psychological dysfunction from the brain."
No, that's a materialistic-biased translation of what Lynch's movies are, generally made by those who live only to consume the products of the Beast (AKA the Big SixSixSix corporations), but have undergone zero spiritual journey at all.
In order to truly 'get' Lynch's films, you have to let go of materialism and stop assigning worth of what you see to be of equal to the value of how they would've been calculated in a consoomerist mental mind-frame.

Which is exactly what you can phisically see by scanning your eyes over the screen when looking at anything David Lynch ever said. He's obviously a very spiritual man to the point where he is able to access a different plane of reality, simply by meditating.
Meditation does not work for me at all so that's his fucking business, but I get uppity like an unbroken buck when I see smear pieces like "David wants to fly", a documentary made by an (ACTUAL LITERAL) cuck German on how David Lynch is supposedly syphoning money for his Transcendental Meditation cult.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Wants_to_Fly
https://fsharetv.co/movie/david-wants-t ... -tt1598782

I've been a fan of David Lynch since I was fucking 11 or 12, when my dad showed me Twin Peaks after spending weeks downloading it from Napster/Emule (official DVD releases were not out at the time). Never have I heard him shill for the transcendental meditation cult philosophy, never have I heard him ask for money, and I've been following his career very closely. That lazy faggot Rake can also tell you because he was active on Lynch's website when it was still up. (I was too but I can't remember shit nearly as well as he does. I only remember his interview series while he was roaming the USA countryside which is unfortunately lost to time.)

A technique I've used which seems to have worked for me is to imagine a blue ball of light and then imagine it going through your body in a circular motion, and then center it within the middle of your body, close to your heart. Keep concentrating the breaths. You'll eventually become so relaxed, that something will start to happen (it'll feel similar to sleep paralysis and you will you actually start hearing motherfuckers whispering to you. For me, it's a female voice & she speaks in English saying words of encouragement. For all I know, she's prob just the same Jap Goddess entity who sometimes see in my dreams). I normally just chicken out when that happens and break out of the breathing sequence.
If you're a Master Sage, like Street Fighter's Dhalsim or Doctor Strange, you just go in & out from physical to astral as if you just opened a door. Whereas for me, it's more like Wizard of Oz, you need to concentrate & have someone or something to guide you.

The reason why DMT seems to work, is because it actually kills you, forcing you outside of your body into the Astral. I'm fine just going to the Ethereal coz nothing that happens there is permanent. In the Astral, you could get anal probed or whatever the fuck if you venture into the wrong Astral-Hood, AYY LMAO!

I think the different POV comes from the fact that ancient writings are easily available for anyone who is willing to read them here in Italy. Because a lot of it was either written or translated (from greek) during the latin era and subsequently translated in italian.
I never thought of that knowledge as "occult" at all before speaking to you, because it was required material for getting a highschool degree! I am driven fucking insane by this dogshit americanized internet because everyone's living in bizzarro world, where reality did not exist before 2008.
I think the fact that by living in Rome (or in Italy in general) you are constantly exposed to ancient ruins, kind of clues you in to the fact that society existed before your dumb fucking retarded ass.

USA had a lot of ancient historical sites & ruins too though, and I'd argue that up until the early 1900s, the USA was the one nation that had their old world still mostly intact.
The USA still has Starforts & giant sized Cathedrals that I can't even imagine modern USA tech being able to recreate.
A lot of Washington DC monuments are also gargantuan to an inhuman level.
USA still has remnants of ancient world trees via the Sequoia.

The problem is, Americans are fucking stupid and they never once stop to ask why every single thing we're told about Ameritard history, makes zero sense or outright contradicts itself.
Anyone who does dare question is labeled a conspiracy theorist, when that doesn't even make any sense. They're not proposing theories. They're asking questions. Those are two completely different things.
Don't matter, "TAKE UR MEDS SCHIZO!"

It's actually wild as hell to me that the ancient world is common knowledge amongst the Italians and probably is nearly everywhere else in the world except the USA & British Commonwealth colonies. They seem to be even more retarded than Americans. Especially the Aussies & Canadians, omg. Or rather, maybe Americans are just so raw & utterly stupid, that this is exactly what makes them so relatively hard to control when compared to other British colonies.

I think about what the Japanese education curriculum is like, it's really not all that different from what Final Faggotry 7 claims. The Japs believe that there are Gods in all things which is why you should respect the environment & everything around you, to show your respect & gratitude to the gods & spirits. Who knows what they teach now since I've noticed that the younger generations are much more American & Materialist.

A lot of people used to assume that Apnp had something to do with your game which also irked me, because as you mentioned, when people kept mistaking us for each other, it made you less and less likely to release anything.

A lot of people also think that I am Jack and Topdrunkee. Lots of people are retarded. As in they cannot read, and will react to anything long form as being insane, because supposedly "normal" communication occurs over tweets lol.

That's amusing. Could you imagine having twitter convos back in the 1980s or 1990s? How would you even relate to anyone, when all you do is spout Big Corpo Sloganeering, masqueraded as your personality?

I actually have an autograph by Cozy/Koji Okada. (I did not get it in person like my Suda51 ones, I bought it second hand, but it was certified.) It's probably not worth shit nowadays since both him and Kaneko have been memoryholed and erased from history completely.
Atlus employees aren't even allowed to mention what happened to Kaneko, his name has been taken off all of his drawings, which I guess are now attributed to noone lol.
Here's an unrelated picture that I swear has nothing to do with anything I'm saying at all

I swear I wonder why that is. I honestly believe that they got in trouble for introducing kids to the Occult. Which is why modern Megashit games, are very low on the occult content and the modern fans don't give a shit. They only care about their anime couples and who's fucking who. AYY LMAO!

I always wondered about the Confederate flag. Knowing who Okada & Kaneko are, they obviously understand the occult meaning behind it, that the civil war was actually a Paramount war, where the Feds (The North) went to war against everyone else (The South). They never tell you about the war of the giants, their starforts and what not. Yet if you ask actual Southern Red necks & even the Native American Indians about that war (The natives fought for the South.), they'll tell you about their gods who looked like White Giants.

Shit even in the 80s I remember watching cartoons like Gandahar where there's a species of humanoid that looks exactly like the humanoids that Alexander the Great slaughtered. Within a lot of ancient art, Alexander was depicted as a tyrant who exterminated entire races into extinction.

My 1980s youth was shaped by entertainment like this (kids entertainment that had tons of nudity), and Italian horror movies (which also have tons of nudity. Yesterday an Italian political conference was interrupted by FF7 Tifa pron) lol.


Funny how the entirety of human history seems to be shaped by evangelistic prudes who just execute everyone who disagrees with them, into extinction.


Back in the 1980s, there were still a lot of people left who were alive during the early 1900s so it was much harder to hide the truth of what the world used to be, prior to the new foundational myth of Hitler & the Civil War.
(The generations who were older than boomers were still alive during the 90s & Early 2000s, but none of them had any cultural influence over the media, unlike with the 1980s.)

American history never tells you that the American Revolutionary war was actually won by The French Monarchy.
That's what I mean when I claim that the only way to fight tyrants is to become a tyrant yourself.
The American Revolution army were just a bunch of ragtag backwards ass Evangelist prudes. Were it not for the French degenerates that they hate so much, England would've never gave up on America were they not getting their shit pushed in by the Frenchies.

The entire indie gaming scene is just a tranny mafia where you're legitimately disappeared if you go against groupthink. This game for example had a lot of support behind it, but the devs stopped existing online altogether, because maybe at some point 8 years ago they might have said something that could have been construed as pro-gamergate.


The YIIK devs were thrown under a bus completely just by being friends with Dick Masterson lol

They even put Cuck Mywifeson as a secret NPC in the game but it was so hated, noone even bothered to find him.

Every other even slightly popular modern indie game, is openly pro-mermaids, that is, in favour of "letting kids choose to" get their dicks cut off or their body mutilated in horrifying ways.
https://legacyofgames.com/2021/01/22/th ... 11-hall-a/

https://www.syfy.com/syfy-wire/celestes ... esentation

Which is probably why the Shovel Knight devs, Hotline Miami Devs and Lucas Pope (Papers Please & Obra Dinn dev) disappeared off the map. Not because they are explicitly pro or anti child mutilation, but because it's such a retarded thing to base game development on, I can't see why they'd want to anything to do with it. It's the same reason why I keep thinking of abandoning the internet altogether after I'm done with the website, but unfortunately I am so fucking lazy like a fat fucking american that it's gonna take ages for me to finish it lol.

Didn't the shovelknight devs recently released a new game last month? It was some kind of pzzule based dungeoncrawl Shovelknight game. Hotline Miami devs completely disappeared off of the Earth though.
Dick Masterson was funny as fuck on Dr. Phil. Too bad it was just a fake personality like nearly every E-celeb. He looked like a professional then he grew his out and looks like a damn slob.

The Internet Tranny Gaystapos always tryna fuck with everybody, just like how the government uses chomo porn the same way they use crack to throw innocent people into jail.

The reason why the government wanted MJ dead is to gain access to MJ's music library.
Michael Jackson pulled off a Disney, Xbox move way before anyone else did and he would outright buy out entire music libraries, which I think included the Beattles albums.

As we all know, only the 1% are allowed to do that (Which Disney & Xbox have made deals with. I spoke more in depth about Xbox in the Sega thread. The Activision Blizzard takeover was a stockholder inside job with the largest shares being from Blackrock) Anyone else who tries to play that monopoly game, is marked for death like Michael Jackson.

The Y2K guy is a funny example because he was hated by both SJWS & the Alt Reich. His game is fucking trash. Even Qishmish was talking shit about it, and he seems like a nice guy. Although if you ask him, even Qish will speak nonstop about how fucking retarded the USA is, and how USA is constantly getting into Russia's business, fucking up their local geopolitics over lies that the USA made up.

I've been mostly private and haven't even done anything public since at least 2010/2011 or whatever but these Amerilard trans still try to cancel me and tried to turn me into a lolcow. I'm just a guy who kept to himself and does nothing online but post at forums & imageboards. These motherfuckers come after me anyway. WTF!
Which is amusing coz I do actually get quoted all the time at KF, only coz I'm usually the one making fun of the lolcow in question. A lot of people usually agree with the pinpoint accurate shit that I say about certain lolmilkers.

What really annoys me about these transmafia motherfuckers is how they constantly strawman me. They portray me as either some retarded meathead retarded wannabe alfa-male, or they portray me as a fat, overweight huwite supreme pizza who has an asian fetish.
Then when you actually see me, I'm this very exotic looking guy, who constantly makes fun of huwite supreme pizza AYY LMAO!
That's the thing, most people have zero idea who I am.
They make everyone believe that I'm some generic White dude, when I look more like a real life anime character kek.

The way they describe me, the make everyone think that I'm a Fat Redneck like Ethan Ralph. Not that I have a problem with him. He's a fucking funny guy. (partly coz I'm laughing at him, but he also has a redneck charm about him which makes him funny.)

And I used to chill with Yakuza Ojis, wtf!

Yeah I'm a stereotypical 'Huwite guy', so says White crossdressers.


In reality I'm just a very eccentric guy who idolizes 'beauty". I'll respect anything and anyone who is beautiful.
That's my beef with the American tranny. They're the complete opposite of beauty.
It's why I think Contrapoints & Blaire White are complete mutated fucktards. They only resemble 'beauty' amongst the Amerimutt's low beauty standards.
You don't see me talking shit about Japan's girly looking fags, I think it's cool how they can make themselves so pretty and they'll identify as heterosexual & still bang the hottest girls, lol.





I get disgusted when Milo & Gavin Mcines kiss & make out. They're disgusting looking, ugly ass degenerate closet-gay dudes.
When Kamijo kisses one of his bandmates, I know that they're men but I appreciate their highly advanced game, because they look prettier than the average woman, and they hooked up with plenty of women during their era.
The funny is, I don't even think they're gay in the slightest.

That's Winning the game of life! What Americans/Euro's practice, isn't winning. It's just technocracy tyranny.
They only 'win' by rigging the game. When I was kid, damn near every arcade game told me that winners don't do drugs and cheaters never prosper. LOL too bad that turned out to be a lie. Despite that, I still abide by that creed.
Cheating to wing, just makes you look like a loser & reviled by all, who know that you're cheating.

I know it's a retarded thing to get angry over, but I'm goddamn pretty mang! I've been told how gorgeous, suave & handsome I am throughout my entire life. Except these last 3 years due to the forever pandemic which doesn't allow me to go outside without a fucking Mask. It sucks. It took me until I was 36 yrs old to finally understand what it feels like to be a normal mortal who doesn't constantly have lustful girls chasing after you. In fact it's the other way around now. Most pretty women avoid me or give me the evil eyes, coz I look like a typical bank robber or criminal in my army fatigues, tactical beanie & COOF mask on.
Sure I prob always look like a criminal anyway, but I had that young Al Pacino look going on, that most women adore. (I've never met a woman who didn't want to get fucked hardcore by Godfather 2 Al Pacino.)
How dare these ugly horror movie monstrosities dare imply that they're more high-cultured and or better looking than I am! I take great pride in being better looking than their girlfriends, while still fucking their girlfriends ayy lmao! I'm a constant reminder that no matter how hard they try, they'll never be at my level.

I'm a pretty boy Pimp goddamn it! Lying ass motherfuckers labeling me as some Fat White kid who fetishizes 'passive' Asian women. I like crazy bitches, who will still act submissive around me anyway. I don't fucking care about submissiveness. That just comes with the territory. Most women willingly submit if they're attracted to you, and will start cooking you food. Not coz you told them to, because they wanted to. I'm perfectly capable of cooking for myself.

[Jack]

I had to cut out 3 dungeons out of the planned 7 that I was planning on since I went completely off schedule after I made the credits song for this game through garbageband. I wasted about half of the month just making music, and it made me remember just how much I love the music making process that I was completely absorbed on making beat after beat. I hope to one day have a vault of awesome synth based beats like how Dr Dre has a vault full with rap beats.

I only have 3 days (including today) left to work on this game before I just drop it for good.
Here's the rundown of what I plan to complete before I upload it.
The upload prob won't come until the first 2 weeks of next month since actually uploading things seems to take awhile now.

• 1. I'm going to finish up the School level. To speed things up I'll just copy & paste most of the rooms but make a few minor changes.
  
  2. The following day, I work on the huge hospital level which was originally supposed to be an epic final dungeon but is now just a huge dungeon that you randomly enter within every region of the game map.
  The initial intention was for you to explore the entire map and kill 6 different bosses before unlocking the hospital.
  
  3. Make sure that the thing works and that none of the maps glitch out or fall through or that none of the enemies freeze the game.
  I'll probably try to do more work on a fourth day just to add in the Garcian, Dan, & Linda Vermilion Epstein map, which will now be a simplified linear level like the intro since I ran out of time to complete it. Rake was working on content for this, but I will not be able to include it since I haven't received the resources yet. It doesn't matter, I'll improvise.

I made a video game ost over last weekend that I wanted to upload to jootube, but they've been giving me a lot of shit. They got rid of my ability to upload over 15 minute videos, it'll take me over 2 hours just to upload any vid in 720p or higher. Even if it's only 5 minutes long. On top of that they keep asking me to prove that I am who I say I am. I only uploaded 6 songs that I did. These are songs that I'll use for an action game.
I really wanted to show off the entire ost to you guys but oh well.

Anyway, damn my beats are on another level. This sounds way more like a Shantae joint than anything I ever heard from Seven Sirens.



These are my badass renditions of Streets of Rage beats.

I think that has to be the most original interpretation of SOR2's boss song that I ever heard. This shit goes hard.


As I suspected, I do need to start a new channel. I only got 2 views in 1 hour and both views were by me. I went to the trouble of making an awesome thumbnail too.
I asked around, about if it were a good idea to start over but I kept being told "Don't do that. You have about 200 subs. Don't throw that away." Don't throw it away my ass. All them 180 sumthin mothafuckers don't give a shit. It was a troll account anyway so the algorithm for that channel is all sorts of fucked up since I mostly used it to talk shit & harass people.
At least if I started over, I'd have a much easier time being placed in the Synth or Retrowave section.
Unlike now where they can't figure my shit out due to how long I haven't uploaded shit due to crazy ass Jap copyright infringement. Fuck Salaryman Lawyer Takahashi.
I made some really Hotline Miami sounding beats that I didn't upload since that channel seems cursed. It's hard as fuck, uploading shit to it. I didn't have that problem when I used a different utube account to upload those AH vids.


Hilariously though, I uploaded this Suiken track which sucks ass but has a badass Streets of Rage beat
and youtube didn't give me any shit for this.

They didn't ask me, are you really "Blah Blah Blah"? We need confirmation. Nope I was able to upload that Sui shit no problem. It didn't even trigger any copyright infringement, unlike those Angel Heights vids. This dog's albums are on itunes too but jootube don't recognize it.

Yes I drew the big butt anime bitch. I had to use my fucking pointing finger coz my tablet stopped working.
I had to use an ahegao face template since it's so rough drawing with your fucking finger.

It's goddamn annoying coz the sexual fetish that I'm into is Ryona & the more hardcore version of that (it's why this Citadel/Angel game fucking looks the way it does. It's both extremely gory & sexy.)
but I kept that on the downlow for as long as I could (although I made plenty of hints. That's the type of porn I like Ms Lane, Mynx abused as fuck. Especially the rough talk. https://spankbang.com/sy5c/video/teen+l ... +cody+lane
https://spankbang.com/3h714/video/tiffa ... eup+ruined
The Amelia Wang AKA Kelly Baltazar shit is a classic. Treated exactly as how all Gook Jews should, with 'tender, love, & care' kek.)
but this site keeps thinking that if you don't think trannies are a big deal.
That must mean you have ulterior motives. No, they really ain't a big deal, and I've heard that from plenty of people who have been on the inside or have worked within the upper echelons of the government.
At most, that tranny shit is just being pushed by a few people up top who have a fetish for that. It's up to the citizens to resist long enough until those certain political actors are out of a job. That's really how fucking simple it is.
Nope this site don't want to hear any of that, because that's how boring & mundane it actually is. The Final Bosses of society are really just Pencil Pushing Office Nerds.

(Or at least, they're the expendable pawns. The untouchables aren't even in government.)

Normal human beings actually do revolt against it, if for nobody else's sake but for their own daughters.

Inter racial relationships & gays, may have been normalized on a mainstream level, but neither of those involve the relabeling of social norms or the destruction of ones' own body. The average human being is horrified when a Female to Male cuts parts of her arm off to create some bizarro penis.
No the shit won't completely go away, because there's too much money to be had for Big Pharma. Just like how the drug war never went away, it just became more localized to select few cities. Which is how I see the tranny shit playing out, it'll eventually settle in the few cities that it's most respective to. It's just another wedge issue used by political actors to obtain more power.
All I've ever heard from G-man types & the few wetwork operatives I've come across is that it's just a kink that's being pushed by random office drones within the government. I say these things based off of what I motherfucking heard, from people who professionally fucking kill other people for a living.

You change shit by killing or dethroning the current heads of whichever society you wish to change, and then you replace them with a puppet. The USA is the most experienced at this.

The next time I post in this thread, will be the download for the game. I apologize to the people who wanted to play it (especially the op), for taking so damn long. I just don't care about this game like you guys do lol. (Just like how you all don't care about my bomb ass music.)
It's still called Angel heights coz I'm too fucking lazy to rename it to Citadel of the Whore. (That involves me changing all of the title screens & shit.) On the plus side. None of the future games I do will ever take as long to complete as this one did. I make the OST first and then build a game around the music. I already made the OST. I uploaded some samples of my tunes in this post.

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Sorry for not replying in so damn long. I was stuck between work, gym and my illness.
Even typing this reply is hard for me cause of this mystery illness I have but Doctors here in the UK really don't give a shit unless you run into their office with a missing limb spewing blood LMAO.
It is like, when I try to get something done, my mind seizes like an atrophied muscle. And if I force myself, it seizes even more and my eyes begin to spin and shit like that.

Other than that, I've been getting into Traditional painting and avoiding the online world a lot. There's so much shit going on and the Division wars are at full force so you're constantly hit with "Aah what the fuck!?" shit all the time or hideous moral grandstanding. I had nothing new or original to add to the conversation for a while too, which is why I have not been finishing any replies I've been typing out.
My first Watercolor turned out well.

Actually, The camera I used fucking ruined the colors. I got really into Sheila Metzner, Helmut Newton and the art of Hajime Sorayama which makes me want to do pinup art like this even though people consider it a sexist relic of the past that ought to disappear. Fuck that!

I'm listening to the tracks you uploaded and this reminds me, weren't you always good at Sound Mixing, etc? Not to mention you always had a great taste in music in the first place.
Those SOR beats slap.
Too bad you lost a lot of the crazy ass scenes from the original builds of your game. I would have loved to see them in action.