LGBTQanon wrote: ↑Sat Nov 30, 2024 4:03 pm
Jack wrote: ↑Fri Nov 29, 2024 1:39 pm
(Looks like I'm blocked from posting on the rest of the forum. I was actually going to post excerpts from that COW game, now called Heretic Hydra. I have over 50 songs composed. I don't post them because internet dregs keep stealing my shit
so I'm waiting until I release the game.
I just checked and you're not banned from posting anywhere on the forums.
If you could show me or any other moderator what your issue is we'll try to get it fixed.
By the way, good to see you back
At the time that I was posting, I was only allowed to see the jav, site & daydream forum. Whatever it was. I can see the entire forum now. I'll try to post updates to the gaem & some Kax logs at the occult site (Motherfucker is insane, that's why it's amusing speaking to him nearly daily. Hasn't communicated since thursday though.)
Then I'll start a new account since whatever the fuck happened here is insane.
"Asherah Gate"
https://www.bandlab.com/track/d907b658- ... 2248495042
She is carnivorous. She disgusts me.
Carmilla taunts Kagura by saying
"I DO THIS ALL FOR MY MOTHER! CHAOS REIGNS IN THE NAME OF THE HARLOT!
THE WHORE of Babylon, ASHERAH!!! You? You?! I Disgust you?!!
You killed your creators, your parents! You disgust me!"
Kagura's programming started to malfunction & her eyes looked vacantly back at Carmilla Xiomara.
Although a sentient AI, Kagura started to cry uncontrollably because she realized that she
To clear a few things up.
1. I have not went by the td name since 2013 or 2014. Anyone who is using that name is an impostor.
2. I left the internet around 2022 August. I'm generally just watching movies or random sluts on youtube.
3. While I had no intention of coming back, I was always going to drop by to deliver the game.
4. The dorito man getting elected (and the NRx once again trying to solidify power like they tried in 2016. Lets see how long they last this time. NRx only lasted a week back in 2016 before Mitch ousted them out.)
was why I decided to come back because I was originally going to taunt people in jest around here but then I saw this thread and well that soured my mood.
I think these harrasser clowns were just random assholes.
I never even heard of YamanQ. I read it, and it sounds like a larp.
I highly doubt that they're even Japanese. Japs have a saying called Utsushiyo。
Which refers to the projected world, or what the Vedics would call, Maya.
It basically means that they view the base reality as a simulated projection.
So in this case, their arguments & beliefs wouldn't focus on simple object, oriented, goals,
which is a characteristic that a Monotheist belief system would have
since they're universalist systems that are designed for cultural expansion.
I don't understand why everyone keeps thinking that I believe in Q when I simply know
that there is a real Air Force security clearance designated as Q
which existed long before the 2015 era. It's been around.
The current thing called Q is most likely a patriot pacification program.
The entire English speaking net right now is nothing but IIA military psy-ops and probably a small handful of Corpo-sponsored ops.
That's why the internet feels so weird. That Nick Fuentes geek is the most obvious example of an interactive psy-op.
A few weeks ago he just punched a Jewish lady who walked up to his door, stole her phone & then posed with it.
He didn't even get arrested, just like how he didn't get arrested during Jan 6. The ugly kid is obviously an asset.
It's legit one of those "Thanx Obama moments because he's the one who allowed propaganda to be run on Americans 24/7.
(That doesn't mean that Biden or Trump are not at fault either since the psy-ops are in even greater effect during their terms.)
USA has always ran demoralization propaganda but before 2015 the propaganda was focused on the Middle East & Russian citizens.
China currently does the same demoralization shit to the USA. It's why Yanks tried to outlaw TikTok.
One detail that seems to get ignored is the context of why I left.
The cats here keep accusing me of being woke, trans-rights or a communist and I suddenly realized that I was imprisoned
inside a community of mouth breathers who don't even know what these words mean.
When I said this site was too serious, I was strictly referring to the CULTURE WARS crap.
I didn't mean that Xed or Mr X had to leave. I never intended that at all. I didn't want him to feel exiled like I felt.
I just disagree with culture wars gamer gay shit. Yes I paid it lip service sometimes, but it's mostly to just get people talking. I personally don't care much for culture wars.
Culture wars is just the modern day equivalent of 2000s era celebrity gossip. It's distracting nonsense meant for housewives or youtuber grifters.
Culture wars is not actual politics, it does nothing to change the balances of power.
I need to set that straight since Rake & Qish both misunderstood what I meant with "site is too serious" for some reason
& caused Mr X to think that I was referring to his philosophical & political posts with people. I don't mind or care about that.
I just couldn't stand the Culture Wars, because Culture Wars crap always attracts brain dead idiots and they drown you in
a flood of ignorance.
If we use the African American version of "woke" then sure, I could be considered
as woke but so could the majority of the people who were posting here since woke originally referred to a mindset
that the government & its institutions are trying to kill those that it deemed undesirable.
What set all this off with my falling out of the site is that I refused to call a troon, a man.
I was annoyed that people around here kept getting disturbed that I'd dare to call some troon a female pronoun
which somehow magically identifies me as Woke or a Liberal, when I was just mindlessly following an ethnic cultural norm.
I honestly didn't see anything wrong with what I was doing.
This is what I was complaining about when I said that I wasn't allowed to abide by my culture.
I didn't mean any of this pop culture crap. I meant that my own site didn't allow me to do what's normal in Japan, because from their perspective it appeared to be in adherence Leftist Progressive values although the word often used was Liberal. Which is really not the same thing, since the American Conservatives are philosophically Liberal.
The miscommunication seems to be that neither Rake or Qish informed me that they were using themselves
as relays so Mr X could understand what I was so mad about. The problem is what I said went over both of their
heads but I believe that Mr X could've understood it had I spoken to him directly instead.
The tranny debate is just a question of how one deduces reality, quantitative, or qualitative.
It's a discourse that's intentionally designed to not have an answer. AKA an obvious Political distraction.
Which is what I kept fucking saying when retards around here kept wasting my time with that.
Similar to how one can not disprove an individual's relationship with God.
I don't know, because I can only objectively deduce God through quantitative measuring. It's easy for me to claim that God is a fucking retarded delusion if I were to use quantitative reasoning.
I would also be accurately described as an imbecile, because how can one quantify God?
The troon question has a similar logic loophole, because what they're discussing is a form of secular spirituality,
similar to Ghost in the Shell. (Or most cyberpunk really, like Bladerunner.)
Who or what is human? The mind or the outer shell, physical body?
I can't disprove a qualitative position, using a quantitative objective measure. They're not even the same fucking conversation.
Some transgenders are actually pretty smart people, they know that they intentionally trap most normies & conservatives
into logic loopholes. If I were still politically active, I would warn not to underestimate them but I'm too old for that crap now.
You'd know what'd be a much more interesting conversation? A discussion about how the political Left can successfully change society through retrocausality and they used trannies as a test run to see if it actually works on a societal level.
That's some full blown higher consciousness ancient occult knowledge right there.
That's what really sucks, The Political Left are so well read that they're using forgotten knowledge about how our reality actually functions and they had the media,big pharma, education
& even the military industrial complex to aid in their efforts of changing the past by controlling the future.
These Lefty motherfuckers be using the Golden ratio and shit to nudge reality towards their goals. Meanwhile Rightwing just has "(My) Facts don't care about your feelings." It's fucking embarrassing.
Is it any wonder why those of us who aren't Neoliberals are treated like a bunch of troglodytes? They seem to have a monopoly on people who truly understand what our reality is and how it's shaped through thoughts.
They hide their intent under a masquerade of THE SCIENCE, when in reality nearly everything that the Left does is extremely spiritual, religious even.
The Right would call it the Occult, which it is, but right wingers think of occultism as the worship of demons, when Occultism is basically just mathematics and lost schools of inquiry.
This is not me disengaging with the Political Right. I'm still hard right from a multi generational family.
I just think that most right wing arguments are fucking stupid.
You can't use facts & logic to what can't even be proven or disproven.
My fam so typically military that my pops voted Trump 3x & he has a paid sub to Epoch Times.
(I did not vote because once I left the internet, I shut myself off from everything.)
My older brother married a lawyer and inherited his mother-in-laws gunstore & he's extremely pro Trump.
It makes sense, Dorito Man is nominally less anti-gun.
My family military background is exactly why I don't get along with gamers much.
Gamers tend to come from more dissident or revolutionary upbringings.
The differences in backgrounds causes you to focus on different causes for economic gains.
During the Biden era, Military-enlisted families didn't have enough money to pay for their children's food.
That's something that I never saw in my life. Where was all of that money going to? Tranny military surgeries.
When Dorito man was voted back in, what's one of the very first things he axed? The 15k transgenders in the military and he got
rid of the ceremonious transgender positions within the White House.
(Which was exactly what I said would happen when I kept telling people here that the troon shit doesn't matter.)
I'm not saying that these are good or bad things. I'm just stating that people from different cultural backgrounds
have different focuses.
The eceleb Melonie Mac (who has been around since youtube started in 2005.) recently came out
as right wing back in 2022. It turns out that she's also from a military background. I'm not endorsing her.
She's hot though, but kinda stupid. One of those "I'm right because the book says so" types.
It's even more hilarious when she's getting trolled by someone like Kax because Melonie has tattoos all over her body.
I don't mind tats at all, but it is against her Catholic faith.
Everything I've heard about the conflict that arose between you and Xed has led to me taking your side. He has a vindictive streak, from what I have seen. You're a talented man and I don't think you deserved to be treated that way, nor have all these rumors manufactured about you. But you know how it goes.
It's water under the bridge.
To Xed's defense, he's just reacting like how an Italian would.
That's a damn great scene. Made me watch the entire Sopranos series because it was so funny.
We were both culturally reacting in a way that we were programmed
to which resulted in us speaking past each other.
Xed is a great contribution to this forum, and he's the exact person I wanted to speak to
or as they'd say in The Sopranos, break balls. Xed is highly intelligent, he's the whole reason that
I stayed here for over a decade when I always intended to leave around 2009.
The issue between us is just simply cultural differences. I didn't understand until I saw The Sopranos.
In The Sopranos, it seems like every mobster in that show is afraid of appearing gay and it's so extreme
that getting caught tonguing a woman's pussy is also considered gay.
Another thing that I noticed is that Italian American mobsters don't ever seem to work, they just hang out like porch monkeys and the few times they did work, they quit the job the next day and ran back to the mafia.
It's a completely different dynamic in the Yakuza. In the Yakuza, you're forced to read several books about the
law from front to back, and then memorize those laws so that each soldier within the crew can remember the
ins & outs of each law for the purposes of evading them.
As for the faggot shit. I'm not really sure, I know it's not as hardcore as the Italian Mafia since Japs don't assume
that you're gay just for being seen around a gay man or a transgender.
There have been movies with gay yakuza dudes, but I'm not sure how much of that is based on reality.
In terms of womanizing, I'd say it's about the same between American Italian Mafia & Yakuza.
I'm not LGBT at all but I may come off as more tolerant simply because it's an actual reality in Japan.
There are games like Shadowhearts & Shadowhearts Covenant who were actually based off of male to female transgenders or a tomboy or I dunno. The actual games just presented Kawashima as a hot female though but
when you read into her history, you find out that she was something else.
This is why the Assassins Creed Shadows controversy could've easily been prevented because if they really wanted
diversity, they could've just used Oda Nobunaga's fuckboy, Mori Ranmaru instead of turning the Black guy gay.
I acknowledging these realities doesn't mean that I approve of it, it just means that I understand
that it's a reality and it's useless to fight about it if you're inside Japan since it's such an overcrowded country
that you're better off just getting along.
Another thing I'd like to point out is that back in 2022, I was not going soft.
I simply understood that Transgenders have become a real formidable political force like a mafia.
From what I recall in the Hiphop African American community, they often tell you to never mess with these 3 groups,
East Asians, Jews and the LGBT (but they really just mean the transgenders.)
The reason why you don't mess with them is because those people own a lot of territory & businesses and can
simply ban & remove you from the entire city. I've seen it happen to one of those Fresh & Fit losers, who wouldn't
shut the fuck up about his hatred for Jews. I distance myself from people like that, simply because they just can't read the room.
There is nothing in the world of interactive multimedia entertainment software that approximates the convoluted structure of a Franz Kafka, Thomas Pynchon, or Philip K. Dick novel as well as Killer7
I'm not familiar with Pynchon. I have Valis in my book recommends. Need to read it sometime.
The song I linked to in my previous post, "Kagura Brain" is in reference to a Sentient AI called Miyabi Kagura (modeled after Motoko Kusanagi) who founded a new country called Kagura after the remains of whatever was left of the Japanese identity, eventually died out. The amusing part is that the final Japanese was in fact a Samurai since I've noticed that plenty of dying movements always have this suicidal behavior of clinging back to the past, but then die off because they never learned how to adapt to the modern cultural issues that were destroying them from within.
You appreciate the spirit of Killer7 (and SMT, which Rake told me your site was originally focused on) better than anyone here.
No this site was originally Killer7. The interviews that I saw posted here is mostly correct.
I'm from the original SMT community. I can't recall what it was called, I think it was DDS net.
I don't remember what my name was, but it was probably something stupid and gangsta.
That was a rare video game related site because it seemed to be populated with scholars.
It's amusing because the Megaten games themselves were never really that deep but they do reference a lot of deeper subjects that increases your enjoyment of the games once you've finally understood what those references meant.
Modern SMT games are garbage on the occult front, it just looks like they name things at random.
It's funny to me how a figure like Sophia could be used for such irrelevant purposes as just summoning your demons & angels.
It's like hiring Jesus to mow your lawn.
Should I be praising it this much on Paradise Hotel 51?
No one said you couldn't.
While it is true that I'm meh on most of Suda's library.
I wish Shadows of the Damned were as good as Resident Evil 4, but it just isn't.
It's because most of his non-ktp games don't really have the ktp story & setting going for them.
So you're left with a game that needs to stand out for its gameplay.
On the gameplay front, I don't think any of them are at Killer7's level.
I've never played Killer is Dead or Lollipop Chainsaw though. They look like they could be good.
